Jealous

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a tooth with a large stone like end to it, it was disgusting and made me feel ugly and gross. It felt like it had been in a dream before and was really bothering me. Not only because it was disgusting but it was also huge and bulbous at the front of my mouth. I was talking to my mother about my insecurities while we were in a large car on the water with a bunch of close family and friends. While I was talking and crying about it, I pulled on the tooth and it came out. Suddenly I felt beautiful again and I also questioned why I had this tooth to begin with, my mother didn’t seem to care much but was happy that I had perked up. Back in the car I was also jealous that my best friend and sister got to pick their seats on the car first when I had just been standing there waiting for them. I don’t know why I didn’t just sit down but I had to wait for them to get there so they could choose first. It was a simple case of people pleasing and I couldn’t put myself first. Also my dad was driving the car on the water like a giant jet ski and the ocean breeze was nice as I stood on the side waiting for my friends to arrive. Once the tooth had come out, I was in a room with my celebrity crush and his band. We won a signed poster and a signed photo book. Since my sister and I are the biggest fans in our household (it was just the household in the room that time with the band), I snatched the photo book and gave my sister the poster. Noticing that I wanted the photo book so badly, my celebrity crush signed a second one for me and when I opened the two photobooks up to read the signature, the second one (the one meant for me) had been signed flirtatiously and was very suggestive that I call him later. Then suddenly a zombie simulator broke out and everyone started running around the all white room. I ran down a set of stairs that led to a forest like set. There people had been playing dead from being caught by the zombie and next thing I know I’m taking a bite out of someone else. I am the zombie now. At some point I hid and jumped out at someone to “eat their brains” and they shouted something about how zombies wouldn’t surprise people and that it just extends the time of the simulation. That’s when I woke up.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream I dreamt that me and my husband went away on holiday, but when we arrived we where sharing a room/apartment with 3 other women - his ex wife (who in our waking life is very difficult to get along with, they have a child together but very different styles of parenting) a woman I know who used to do my physio and another woman who I can’t remember. They are all very flirty with my husband and he was the same towards them. In the dream I’m asking my husband to look at booking another hotel, but he doesn’t want too, he says there’s point and he seems happy to socialize with them too - laughing joking etc which is making me feel very uncomfortable…. I then say to him that I’m not doing this and want to go home. In the dream all the women are saying to each other that I’m jealous and don’t trust my husband, they are not saying it directly to me. But they are right, I don’t trust him! - I am saying to my husband in the dream that they are all very unattractive and look trashy. In my waking life, that’s the opinion we have of both of the women known to me in the in the dream…. I then find myself walking along a road that’s close to my mums house, I’ve walked through the town centre close to my mums house too and there’s new houses being built, it’s Christmas time. As I’m crossing over this road, a petrol lorry is losing control, swerving all over the road, I think I’m with my son, but I don’t remember seeing him, I just felt like he was with me. As I’m watching the lorry cash into a roundabout, I run across the road towards my mums house, then I see fire, like someone has been set alight and know there might be an explosion, so need to get away, but no one is running. In my waking life, my mum is not talking to me, but I’m not 100% sure to why? It’s been a week since we last spoke?…..

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream, where I went out with some friends to a party. And I got really drunk, and my boyfriend showed up out of no where to spy on me. And when I seen him, he was trying to leave but I told him not to. I wanted him to stay with them, so he did. And in the dream he seemed really jealous

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that i saw my ex online posting about how in love he is with his new girlfriend. In the dream she owns a brownstone and sings in tge church choir. I see all this througg a series of posts on instagram. I feel a bit jelous in the dream. More so of where she is in life than him being in love. I find it odd but in happy for him

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was with people. We were solving a multiple set of puzzles. Some failed so we have to say certain things or do certain things to progress through the dream's story. My ex was there. I try not to feel anything about her because I was afraid of chasing. Instead, I acknowledged her there and talked with a old Asian friend. I teased that friend that we knew each other and met because we shared our love for a musical. My ex asked what was that. I said "Rent". I realized I was trying to get her jealous. She was going to leave and hang out with her friends. I asked to join her. She thought about it and pulled a map and asked me to meet her there. I said sure but I feel like I have to glide through the mountains to get there. But I will.