Frog

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I woke up at 444 again. I just had a nap that I got lost in school. I was taking a tour of college and there was a situation where everyone scattered because we were in danger and ended up getting stuck in this large museum/aquarium. I was floating on this giant luxury bed with cloud balloons tied at all four ends of the bed I hopped off and walked around this giant white room and there were these little touch tanks spread out around the all white room. It looked like frutiger aero aesthetic. They didn’t have any glass around them and I can stick my finger through because there was no glass and all I touched was the water. They were filled with little versions of lakes with a streams and rocks and little mushrooms like a terrarium When I saw these little metal/ceramic animals I wanted to touch them and when I did they came to life. There were tiny fishes and frogs and snails and they were so squishy when they came to life on under my finger. There was this last one where where it was a paranah and another fish and a frog I pushed them all at the same time and the paranah just up and ate the other fish and it scared me and I didn’t want to touch it again because it would’ve bite me. I then wondered if there were more parahas anywhere else. Then I saw my other tour buddies coming in from both ends I told them that I was lost and they all weren’t really paying attention about what I was saying. My group leader was saying that they decided on getting DoorDash and I offered to use my membership to get everything cheaper but they found a way to say no even though it made no sense. We ended up walking back to the tour and I had to look for my class and then i read the paper wrong which happened today on the first day of school and was looking for the wrong class. When I turned around someone said to get out the way and I got embarrassed and woke up at 4:44pm.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

Being on a low mountain, looking down at the city and the surrounding scapes from the woods near the top canopy The One-Night Castle ruins built by the Toyotomi’s force in their attempt to trick and shatter the Hojo clan’s morale I’ve already climbed to the top Being urged and pushed down the path because the pursuers are coming and we are not safe Tuatha De Danann, night in the Celtic woods, sounds of owl, croaking frogs and crickets Scene changes and now I’m on a tile of game map; flat surface and I’m watching my own avatar move from above and aside(third-person point of view) The sky is made of paper and is sort of gray(and dark yellow, like before the storm/hurricane), everything in the backdrop is cut out of paper, pretty collages and marble chess tiles, mainly white, black, brass and rose red/magentas, very basilica-esque And as the avatar I’m carrying and convversing with my younger brother, who had grown significantly compared to how he was the last time I saw him in real life; in this dream he’s around fifteen or so All the conversations I have with him come into my head like in-game dialogues while I run around outside in this beautiful gothic-lolita papier-mâché world and into some other scenes(game level) It looks like a mix of Stazione Centrale di Milano, Station of St. Lucia of the Venezia, some cathedral or a basilica, Vigrid station from the first Bayonetta, the blend of new and old architectures with still that exquisite, richly sepia-colored feel to it all We are having conversations about how mom is and our opinions on her; he’d been living with her for a bit after the divorce before he was taken into the state’s custody, and I’d known her and lived with her most of my life till the divorce He tells me how during her pregnancy(while he was in her womb), she would go on sometimes about how unreliable and absent(emotionally, physically or psychologically) her husband(our father) ‘because of work’ and ‘all the things that he had gone through’, clearly being at least a bit remorseful and bitter about it but still clinging on We(mainly he) calmly point out how despite knowing that the man was no good when it came to those important matters of heart and one’s development psychologically, she didn’t do anything that’d actually help and ended up clinging onto something that would benefit none of us, out of habit(she’s basically been conditioned her whole life to fawn for red flags, narcissists and abusers; by her parents, her family, and then by the schools’ lecherous teachers, and then by her ‘fiancé’s, her sexual assault experience, and her former lovers and the current one(our dad)) Meanwhile we talk, I fdash and sprint across the maps, zooming through the moving bridges and limbo sticks that’s on some gaping bottomless abyss cut right out of the marble structures, infinitely large and situating itself below our feet Once we’re back in the atria(the glass-dorm roofed mercato) we look for a place to eat before the train we’d like to get on leaves Two options among all others stand out: an old, traditional cafe-restaurant, or the new limited time exhibition of some ‘artistic’ cook’s inventions(course meals) We talk about wanting the first one but somehow our asses gravitate toward the newer stand At the table all the other customers(seems to be almost all white, so bougie and pretentious) greet us and carry the conversations while I lightly doze off on my younger beother’s shoulder while he curiously reads the menues and tries to match them by pictures and ingredient lists I’m responding to the Italian locals that are attempting to talk to us in simple, beginner’s level vocalilaries that I barely remember Pasta genovese and some kind of a canned oil-preserved fushes with some sliced and clean raw fishes

2 Aug 2024

Dream

I heard a muffled sound that sounded like a young woman grunting. I woke up and a very weird, but relatable movie was on the television. Prior to this, I was lying in bed and it was dark, but there was still one light I'd left on, it was yellow. I had images flash through my mind. The first was a pinkish grey frog, with eyes that were yellow, or hazel. The second image I had was of a red snake with two white parts down each side of it.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I was…in a bedroom? I’m certain it was probably a hotel room but also not. I was told to find my crystals and keep them close to me. Including my orange and black crystal. But every time I grabbed the containers they were in, the 3D printed d20, they were spilt into the blankets and behind the headboard of the bed I was in… There was…a war? A race of some kind, but it didn’t seem quite real? Like it was in the supernatural or beyond the veil into a spirit’s dimension. Strawberries…I remember my friend Zaria and I attending a class…I was upset about something…she took over a frog mechanized power suit that resembled a Transformer Autobot. I kept eating strawberries as Zaria checked in on me, helping me by doing things for me in that class…then the teacher checked in on me…discovered I was having an allergic reaction to the strawberries offered in his class…they were from Walmart—that if I didn’t get help in time I’d die? The teacher was rushing to get me assistance…then we were outside in someone’s alleyway connected to their front yard…Zaria in the frog Autobot suit disappeared… and then I woke up.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I also had a #dream about having a tiny #home_pound, but the #fishes, frog and #plants in it died, I went to buy some more, the pet #shop owner told me #cats aren't good for #pets and most of them leave their #houses, I told him that my #cat, #Jin, never left me, his #daughter came, she gave me some #fruits that she wanted to give me for #years and it was completely a #compost now, I told her I stopped using organic #compost but took it.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

Ok so last night I dreamt that I was talking to Captain Hook from once upon a time and I gave him something with my number secretly engraved onto it cuz for some reason i wasn’t allowed to give people my number or something kind like it was illegal. Anyway I’m running away and hook turns into a frog then rinses a horse through a castle looking for me he gets out the castle an kept on looking for me. But then mom woke me up and I couldn’t finish the dream😭