Eyes

27 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a park with some guy at night who looked to be searching for something. he he ended up finding a rock with a hole in it, and went into with a flash light. He didn’t find anything, but Shared, that something had been living in in it. As he was crawling out, I noticed two orange eyes looking back at him, and I told him to watch out at the exact moment that the leopards paw went out to reach him. we shined the flashlight towards the eyes and saw a beautiful intimidating leopard laying on its stomach with its paw, reaching out towards the guy, not intimidated by us one bid. The man was scared and as the attempt To keep the leopard at bay he left his phone with its phone light on and he gave the leopard some things. One was a gem that we put on one of the leopards’s eyes. The other one was a black marble tablet that had a gold Crown engraved in it with the number 12 and lastly, he gave the leopard crystals. One for each color of the rainbow

17 Aug 2024

Dream

me, my brother and my parents were in my parents room and under the little hedge i saw some feet and hands that looked like a human and when i kept staring at it it came out and it was like pitch black with 2 heads and white eyes and teeth and me and everyone was screaming

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm with my family, in a museum that I loved as a child, I just remember that when we got back in the car to leave, I saw that it wasn't my parents, the body was the same but the face wasn't, only the eyes were very striking, anyway, I saw that it wasn't them, so I thought I was in the wrong car, but out of nowhere spiders started appearing, both small and larger ones, and I couldn't get out because it was full of spiders.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream in black and white of myself talking to an audience, similarly found like a narration on a film like a Television character. I remember talking about my life currently and me experiencing strange dreams and each time I spoke about a different dream, my eyes closed and it would be acted out by shadow silhouettes on a white wall. The final time I had a dream, I woke up in colour and saw that I was wearing my regular black turtleneck, black checkered suspender trousers and black Doc Marten boots. I looked in the mirror on my white desk I was sitting at on my white chair to match. At first I saw my reflection and then my inner monologue further narrated with me not physically talking, and said “Because deep down, it didn’t matter how I appeared to people, because on the inside, I have always been a Girl of Sunshine”. And the I saw myself through the mirror wearing a yellow turtleneck, a red mini skirt, black tights and brown boots, in another dimension in outer space. The version of myself still in my room smiled at myself in space and the dream zoomed into the mirror like a camera changing focus of something and I had that dream again of my appearance changing. I began wearing a yellow turtleneck with 3/4 sleeves and a burgundy skirt with white tights and brown boots. My hair changed back to the hair colour it was when I was fourteen, a blonde balayage in the middle and bottom of my hair with dark brown on the top of my head. The blonde was similar to a honey yellow colour. My eyes were white though, I couldn’t make out my pupils. I fully remember that in this state of appearance, I was in out of space. Though it was full of colour, with pink, green, purple and blue colours found in the sky in space full of white stars. I had flashbacks of times I had with friends from college and I instead of sadness I saw beauty. In the background of all of this, Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds’ cover of the song Mind Games (originally by John Lennon) was playing in the midst of it. I looked like a writer. I looked like a girl of sunshine in space and now I feel different from my old goth self. I was just lost in the song of Mind Games and Noel Gallagher’s voice. And then these end credits rolled in my mind with my name being on every credit.

28 Jul 2024

Dream

Last night, I had a somewhat scary dream where I was walking down a road in some sort of town and it was night out there other people around me, but as I was walking down the road, I had a little tingly feeling behind me and when I look back, there was this Younger lady that had black hair folded over her head so I couldn’t see her eyes and she was walking towards me with with a group of other people it was scary so I wanted to get away and as she got closer I became more uneasy and woke up from the dream. when I went to go back to sleep I told myself if that dream happens again to notice it and go towards her, there’s nothing to be afraid of. sure enough a similar dream happened again, and I was able to become lucid during it. In dream I turned around and started walking towards, the group that was afraid of. when I got closer to the group I was to see everyone and they all looked friendly. My eyes made contact them and they smiled back at me. As I started to walk past the individuals I reached my hand just to give them a little Hand hug, but as reachec out to touch them, I noticed that their bodies weren’t solid. Their bodies were almost ghostly and my hands went through them. I was somewhat disappointed because I wanted some human connection. The dream changed

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream about, me and my bestie Berlie. At that time we were in an open arena, then suddenly a known group in zamboanga was goinb to perform. I was just sitting there and other friends with us invited me to have a picture with the band. I don't know the band but they all look attractive. Then when it's our turn to get a groupie, so many were still taking photos, and we weren't able to take one 1st, even if we set up a groupie position with the band. Few minutes later we were able to get a few pics, because berlie knows them and the ones managing the band. So as we about to say bye and leave the band to prepare for their performance, one member had told me suddenly "I remember your face" then I was abit flushed and i can't really remember his face. He smiled at me, he said "you didn't remember it was at the mall" but i said i didn't really remembered at all but I just told him "maybe I saw you in college somewhere? hmm" but then he just smiled at me. He looks simple, kind of just the plain guy but he look fresh, tall and kind of has squinty small eyes, he was wearing red polo shirt, and he just smiled back waving at me good bye.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

A vibrant and beautiful, perfectly formed orange and extra large goldfish suspended with nothing else around it, its black brown eyes staring directly at me, its body very close to and up front in my line of vision.

25 Jul 2024

Dream

Last Night as I went to bed, I went and fell asleep but was awoken by the sound of a dog Barking. He was sitting in the back yard looking up towards me. He was an unusually large dog and had shaggy black fur all over and glowing eyes.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I'm sitting in the corner of my childhood bedroom, with my hands over my eyes, and I'm thinking of a shape. Once I've thought of it in my mind, I open my eyes and look down to the carpet, and I see the shape drawn into the carpet in front of me. I do this over and over again for about an hour, and I'm never wrong or not able to see the shape drawn in the carpet. I feel as though there's an imaginary friend helping me, and I'd do this from age 5 to age 9, and then after my awakening in 2020, I feel as though that was actually ME time traveling back to when I was 5, to teach myself some gifts of the craft I'll be practicing the rest of my life

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I had a one year old baby boy. I currently have no kids. I was at my dads finishing a project for school - I’m not in school but thinking of going back and attempting law school. When I finished my assignment I went to pickup my baby boy. But this is where it got weird. He was at childcare held at a casino and it was around 9pm. It took awhile to find the correct room. I’m pretty sure I had a friend with me. I went up to the lady working to check out my son from daycare. I also had to use the restroom so I asked where it was. She told me so I started to head that way. It was down a hall and the hall got increasingly dark with lights flickering. I looked into the men’s since my son would potentially use this restroom one day and there was a statue of a large clay human sitting on the counter next to the sink for decor. The statue had blobs over its eyes and it was baby blue. It frightened me immensely. Then I went to look at the ladies restroom. The same figure was in the ladies room on the counter except its eyes were missing and it had pink outlining the empty black eyes. It was so uneasy feeling that I decided not to use the restroom and never to bring my child back to this place. I debated to ask the lady what the statues are but didn’t feel it was necessary and I woke up from the dream shortly after that. My son was mixed. I’m currently dating a black guy, he’s Haitian and I’m white American/Finnish.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

Going up to the school I used to go to at Hakone by a train The train is connected to other regions where they aren’t irl Mother’s voice in the back of my head urging me towards where she wants me to go to through the journey Apparently I have to catch a train to Lake Yamanaka I navigate myself through this process like it’s a map of a game stage and I’m a first-person avatar Cloudy warm weather, Gōra station, plum blossoms, melting snow, chilly and warm at the same time Sense of being watched, a pair of eyes peering at me by the corner of my vision no matter where I turn to Scene changes when I decide to break out of mother’s guiding voice and do my own thing Now I’m running away from those pairs of eyes from earlier and their ‘friends’ Turns out they were a part of some group Now the guide of my mother is replaced by some operator’s voice streaming in the back of my head I rush to the school, but even if it looks like it, it doesn’t feel or seem like the one I used to go to irl There’s live concerts being held by some v-kei/kurofuku-kei artists I’m navigating myself through the processions of people and the crowd, sneaking into the backstage studios for some peace and quiet Then I’m somehow at the Italian neighborhoods the next second, the whole school just got done turned into the aesthetic I’m now hiding with a bushy man(Italian), and after he’d start making advances away from the guy Eventually I cave and he fucks my head out in the office room till I pee Then I have to hide the evidences(the stench, the puddles on the floor) before the Principal comes in The guy ran away before I could, now I’m trying to slip out without being noticed by the school’s security people

14 Jul 2024

Dream

The world was tones of Gray. I was on a bus except nobody was driving. The bus came to a stop in front of an empty field, the doors opened and I walked off and into the empty field. As I was walking a strange shed/shack appeared, it was like I was drawn to it. When I got closer the dirt I was walking on turned to mud and I almost couldn’t keep moving forward. When I got to the shed and opened the door I saw a naked old man sitting on a chair tied up and hurt. His eyes had been scooped out and his finger nails ripped off. The inside of the shed and the old man were all in color and no longer grey. He was just screaming, I couldn’t stop staring at him in pure shock and terror. I couldn’t move I was frozen in place staring at this hurt screaming man. I felt so empty, like his scream was taking away all my joy and life.