Court

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my abusive ex-boyfriend. We are in this apartment and I'm hanging out with a couple of friends. One of my friends invited me to this activity to hangout. I think I had plans with my ex but for some reason I was kind of getting over him. So I decided to hang out with my girlfriends and I started making more plans with them. He overheard and from behind he grabs my head and slams it on the counter and asked me where do you think you're going. My ex never physically assaulted me in that way in my waking life but he would physically intimidate and if I didn't manage my behaviors I wouldn't put it past him to do something like that. For some reason, I wasn't even scared I felt validated that my two girlfriends were there to witness what happened. Later on in the dream I'm going through the criminal court case process like I'm currently doint in my waking life. I think that incident where he slammed my head got recorded and we were already in the criminal court case process when it happens. The incident got recorded somehow by my ex and he sends it to his lawyer. His lawyer comes over and tries to retrieve I find his phone and take it. He tries to convince me to take the phone but I refuse, but I know if I hold onto his possession for too long he can use it against me so I complied but before I do I send the recording to someone but idk who. Later on were at this court and the prosecutor's lawyers and my ex’s lawyer or commiserating with the judge about the incident. And the judge finally rules he needs to be in jail during the court process. When the official trial court date begins I get overwhelmed seeing him and it hits me again what he did to me. I get triggered and leave the room and walk to another building where the prosecutors or located to try to emotionally gather myself. Several of the procecuter lawyers comes to check on me and make sure I'm ready to proceed to testify as a witness. I told them yes and go back. There was limited seating in the room and I would have to sit next to him I find another spot to sit at. There was another person in the room I believe a guy who was also a witness of being harrassed by my ex. My ex wasn't queer but it was notable that there was another person who been abused by him. In my waking life, he has a previous DV conviction from a previous girlfriend. Later on I'm not sure what was the ruling against my ex but Im pretty sure it was guilty because he was sent back to jail. Later on in dream I still felt overwhelmed with everything that happened. I went to the lower level of the prosecuter’s office and this creepy old white man tried to kidnap me and push me into this basement no one knows about and no one would ever hear me cry out for help. He almost caught me but I got away with him enough to cry out for help and a friend saw this suspicious behavior and several ppl were alerted and caught the guy and he was jailed. Later on I was in this house and feeling overwhelmed and scared with everything that happened to me between my ex and that creepy old man. I was scared and throughout the night my friends, the prosecutors lawyers who also was around being friendly to me, and even a coworker was there to help and support me. At some point I was even feeling scared to go to the bathroom by myself and my coworker was nice to come with me. Later on in the dream everyone in the house that was supporting me got loose and drink a lot of liquor, had fun and passed out. Everyone was nice to me. And I was surrounded by a bunch of people in this house supporting me. Later on in the dream me and the guy who got harrassed by me ex was at this party getting celebrated for being survivors of abuse and stepping up and going through the trials to hold him accountable. I finally was able to connect with the guy that got harassed we hugged each other and cried in each other arms supporting each other knowing only two of us understood what my abusive ex put is through. There was people taking pictures of us. But we hugged not for the photos but to hold space and support each other. We also remain connected afterwards.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I went to an Ice Spice concert with Lucy. The venue was dark, filled with purple and blue lights that created a mysterious atmosphere. During the performance, Ice Spice came into the audience and started talking to me. The people around us looked on enviously. Ice Spice told me something intense. Lucy had cast some failed magical curses, and we had to go to the magical court immediately to resolve it. The ministry prosecuted Lucy because she had performed three failed curses. The third was the most bizarre: she had embalmed an ostrich with gel, and it was still half alive. In the courtroom, the judge touched the ostrich, and suddenly the creature began to move. To everyone's shock, it vomited a huge fish, black and green, as big as a lion, with legs and a tail. I was terrified as the creature appeared before us. The beast started running through the room. The woman who had accused Lucy of this failed curse suddenly ate the creature. She said she did it to strengthen her own dark magic.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in this unfamiliar house with several people. For some reason the house was locked and we couldn’t get out. When we try to get out I couldn’t. At some point in the dream we found a way to unlock the doors in the house from the inside out. At that point we needed to go to the other side of the house to turn on this water system for something. We were able to connect with a couple of neighbors who were willing to hear us out and grant us access through their house to get to the water system. During this whole time there was another of the part of the dream where I was undergoing IVF just to see if I’m able to conceive a child. My friend Tia was also with me who was also going through that process with her husband. In real life they went through that process to conceive their first child because of male infertility. This time around they were having a difficult time. The process included meeting up with a group of women to do a few things as part of this process. I didn’t expect to get pregnant I just wanted to try it out to see if I’ll be ok once I officially decide to have children which I would prefer to be partnered by then to take that route. At some point my friend Tia was hugging me and touched my stomach and can feel a heartbeat. I told her no I’m not pregnant and then suddenly I started feeling it to. I started to get very anxious because I wasn’t ready to become a parent and I was worried because somehow this child would be my abusive ex child as well. I broke down and my friend consoled me knowing I do not have kids with this man. I told her I would have to hide it from him and from the child and become a single parent or get an abortion. I was very conflicted cause being in my 30s I knew I want to become a mother but not with my abusive ex who I’m currently going through the criminal court case system to hold him accountable for his abuse towards me. I did not know what to do but I felt a significantly leaning to get an abortion because I didn’t not want to have a kid with that man. I was also hoping making that choice won’t impact my ability to conceive again when I’m in a healthy relationship and feel more ready for parenthood. The dream ended with us trying to get to this water system through a neighbor’s apartment. The neighbors we connected to were all kind to us. One woman in particular invited me over when I started to tell her what I was going through with the pregnancy and she had so much compassion for me. We bonded in that way and later on we all ate some food and hung out. We were also very happy to finally be able to get out of this house that we felt imprisoned in because we couldn’t get out of it initially.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was walking around a forest with Megan Good and Johnathan Majors. As we were walking, I was asking Megan if she thought dating him was the right idea considering the fact that he went to court for hitting women but I was trying to whisper it so he wouldn’t hear. We suddenly came to a fork in the path. We could have either went straight down towards the thicker part of the woods or we could have went right towards a grassy path that led to the middle of nowhere. I don’t remember why but I ended up going back towards a house that we saw, Megan and Johnathan followed behind. We explored the house and it turns out there were a few other people in the house. Again, I don’t remember why but I walked out of the room everyone was in and I stood in the backyard. It was nighttime outside so I couldn’t see…but I get everything shaking around me. At first I thought it was nothing but it kept going. It was an earthquake that was so strong, it was cracking the concrete that I was standing on. I called out to Megan and Johnathan but I didn’t get a response.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

My mum was very mad when she found out for the twere.Were walking in Maine block in the court's yard yard.Or canteen corridor door the boy's like were behind us like the popular boys and my mum's shouted at me.And I was very embarrassed

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was a witness in court. I was finally coming forward and pressing charges on my step father for sexual assault. Between the court hearings I was staying an apartment. One day my stepfather came looking for me at the apartment. He was angry and vengeful. I ran to the lock the door. There were other people in the home. Myself, my husband, my husbands sister in law Jaclyn, and her sister Susan. I have never trusted Jaclyn or Susan before. While I was holding one door another person had to go to a window. We had to push against the lock because if we didn’t, he would get in, and I thought we would die. Everytime we successfully held off an entry point a small tremor would happen. And that’s when I realized we were in a giant sky rise building. I had to choose between a massive earthquake taking me down or my stepfather brutalizing me. I began hoping the earthquake that brought the whole house down would come. It never did. It was a nightmare. Being stuck in a constant state of fear

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was watching a quick version of one of those court case shows and the judge was running through each court case in 5 minutes or Less. I thought to myself that I wish I could’ve brought a few people to court had I known it was that quick.