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19 Aug 2024

Dream

Surrounded by black clouds and white clouds at the same time in my relationship stages, and also appeared 779922

17 Aug 2024

Dream

A hospital on a low, cloudy mountain that looks like the one me and mom used to frequently pass by on the way to pick up our younger brother from the daycare in Odawara(we were living in Hakone at that time, or at least she was; I visited every weekend from Tokyo where my school and my fatherms place(whom I lived with) was at) Nothing is really clear because of the fog and the clouds, it’s like a mix of a similar facility in Hakone and of that place(Odawara city) Some sort of a competition, basically a flag war between two parties and I’m caught in the middle of it, this whole thing is taking place in the hospital facilities Glass roofed dome-hall with many plants, reception floor/lobby being that Glass everything, very modern, somewhat futuristic even Looks a bit like the university campus of some new business college in the larger Nagoya city region/outskirts Middle of some patch of forests, idek The flag is taken by the party of people who’s protecting me, and they’re now using the whole hospitalf facility as a base to protect against the attack of the invading force Wide parking lot, slope down the hill to the common road, very cloudy All this time I’m inside the building watching from within, and so are my party’s people even as they prepare and arm themselves and the facility because safety Scene changes, now I’m in space I mean like the dark, realistically cold, somewhat empty space with many stars, planets and comets floating and glimmering in the unfathomable distances Flying all the way to near Pluto, Saturn or Neptune(the final destination was Pluto, I don’t quite recall if I actually got near it or not) to retrieve my flip phone that got thrown into it Once I retrieve I go back to the apartment room owned by my mother’s side of grandparents I’m on the tatami, gery nostalgic because this is where my mother would usually take me to whenever she had time(even though she and the family has a very rocky history where basically my mother was the scapegoat and the perpetual ‘daughter/servant’ of the family during her younger years; once the divorce happened and I started living really separated from her, she spiraled into being institutionalized that cold, domineering and controlling attitude of theirs sort of returned) I’m charging the retrived phone, younger brother(around the age of 5 or 6 at this time) is talking The flip phone is brittle, full of scars from all the exposure to the elements out in the deep space The whole place looks like they’re fusing between that room and my current home(my paternal grandmother’s house’s living room) And there’s a sense of urgency and anxiety as I go into the other room with my younger brother, when my mother first comes back from some groceries or outdoors activities she does to give herself some space Father follows suite, they’re probably arguing judging from all the sounds and the tone of speech Father doesn’t seem too well in the mood

13 Aug 2024

Dream

A railway running through a cloudy, misty mountain range in the rural Kanagawa or Hakone Pine trees, evergreen or deciduous, every kind of trees are here, rusted guardrails Changing cabins in a lightning speed every time the train slows down to a halt at a station, operating basically in the Creative Mode pov in Minecraft Strange sense of urgency, premonition of an earthquake Time limit Rushing into another cabin, sitting down as the train departs yet again Being call to by a person sitting on the window seat(I accidentally sat on a box seat for five or six people) Turns out she is Lightning Farron from Final Fantasy XIII Next to me is Sephiroth Across me is Mo Ran and Chu Wanning Most of those characters are either sort of aloof, cold, stand-off ish or proud(Mo Ran is a bit more extroverted but still very haughty) They converse about how the train will probably be taking us into a dangerous place, or how it’d crash and burn before it can even get there because of the imminent earthquake I ask them what they intend to do They each give their own answers, but are kind of agreeing on that they would get out of the train with their superhuman agility and speed first and foremost

9 Aug 2024

Dream

My Aura is shining brightly and my number is 151 and 515 and the clouds are shining ✨ bright in a way I've never seen in my real life this is all In my real life. Things are falling into place as never before so happy and confident in my relationships with outer attempts to defeat me my power only got stronger 💪 so what was sent to defeat me only made me stronger and it got weaker. Unwavering strength and fear of failure but I possess that attribute to never give up and I succeed in magnificent fashion. Mostly anxiety related things and at age 35 I can do things on my own. I never doubted myself when I had coping mechanisms with anxiety at age 4 going down a water 🌊 waterslide singing Winnie the Pooh. Lots and lots and lots of people Im awakening and it shows because of my ability to cherish them through my poetry and never giving up and there's lots of people that are happy in my real life and that need that positive inclusive mood of mine. Beacon of Hope indeed.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I was trapped in a house with a long hallway and this high profile black man wouldn’t let me leave. I kept trying to find a way out but he kept following me and grabbing me. He said “you can’t leave. You’re carrying my baby.” I said “how can it be yours if I never slept with you? It’s not your baby” I ran down the long hallway and escaped. I was in a room with my baby laying down in the bed. The bed was facing a big window with drapes but the arched part above did not have a covering. The clouds made a form like alien eyes and seemed like they were looking at me. I crawled out of the bed with my baby and we crawled all the way to the room across that was smaller. My husband was sleeping in that room. We got in the bed with him. Even my dog followed us in there. I noticed there were biscuit crumbs all over the bed so I wiped all of that away and then checked that the windows were covered all of the way. I finally laid down and closed my eyes but then I heard a loud strange whirring noise. My husband looked at me and asked what that was. I had a hard time speaking because I was so afraid. I pointed at my eyes trying to say that the aliens are here. He looked at me terrified.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was being stalked and watched by my former yoga instructor, Mimi. She was there watching me. She watched me and even walked passed me in a park, but later found footage that she used cameras. In a later part of my dream, I was in an old grocery store. It had a traditional layout to an grocery store I used to go to when I was younger. The timing was during sundown, between daylight and evening- Sunset. I was by the entrance/exit and I looked outside and saw the sky be covered by a bluish purple grey cloud. It looked like methane or like a cloud of gas, and it was brewing. It had small waves like the ocean and I knew that something was not right. I called for Ricky, my husband but he never came. Instead he was like “what”?. I remember feeling so annoyed that he didn’t listen to me when it was dire. Then the smoke fell and it killed every human being, including me. It was an act from god. I remember spiraling into shadow but it also felt familiar. Then I remember being a part of another moment simultaneously. There were people deep underground and a woman representing a group picked up the phone and heard my message. It was me but logically it wasn’t. The message said, “please stay underground. Everyone is dead. You have the incredible journey and burden of being the only remaining humans alive. May god bless you. I love you.”

29 Jul 2024

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My mom is living in a brand new luxury building. My sister also lives witt her. Ive been in this building in dreams before. It is hige building with a giant lobby and elevators that go at top speeds. Rich and wealthy people live here. There is rooftop that had a resturant. It could he 90 stories high. The roof deck is in the clouds it feels. Im continually running in and out of the building however to help my my mom get things. The entrance becomes small, and people keep bumping into eachother to get to the elevator i let some people pass be but then i walk through myself and a man that was behind me bumps into me. I say out loud “what youre not going to do- is walk through me” and he responds “are you talking about me” i said “yes i am” he says “ you didnt move out the way either” i say “ when you approached i swung my shoulders to the side so we can both get through and you choose to stay stiff and bump me” he say “ok fair” i get on the packed elevator without him. Neigbors are asking me questions if i live here about what i do. I don’t remember what i said. But i do say i dont live in the building im just helping my mom.

21 Jul 2024

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I see everything wrapped in plastic wrap, layered several times on top of itself over and over, and everything has a blue hue, then it turns to a green hue. Homer Simpson is twice the size of a Macy's parade balloon, roaming the earth which is now a large glazed donut, which we are on the edge closest to the hole in the middle and we're never going to be able to see his feet. The deities are speaking to be through messages in cloud formations, tree branch placement, and lighting, and I'm hearing the thoughts of animals that seem to have no fear of me and instinctually approach me as a safe space; even a wasp. I'm then able to feel a presence in my throat, and it feels as though it's trying to break through, making it difficult to breathe and swallow. Then I'm hearing two of myself when I speak, but when I try to get evidence, my electronics all fail. I make an appointment to see a dermatologist about a cyst that's grown exponentially over about two years, but when I wake up the next day, I notice someone has rescheduled the appointment to a different day to try and trick me into missing my original one, and I begin to think I have a presence inside the cyst. The more attention I get for the cyst on social media, the stronger I feel this presence.

20 Jul 2024

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I am with family and others on one side of the chain linked fence. My nieces and nephew's are on the other side playing in the open field. It's dark all around as if we were in a cave or stone building. I watch the clouds on the other side of the fence and they quickly turn into a tornado and it heads straight for us. I watch in utter helplessness as the kids start to run but it sweeps them up screaming. Everyone one theater side of the fence is dragged backwards into the funnel. I don't move only because I know there is know way I can reach any of them before the tornado. But as soon as the tornado disappears i jump over the fence and the first person I see is mangled and I fear my nieces and nephews are in the same state. But I locate persephone and she is 5 years old and only crying, unharmed. So I pick her up and carry her back to the fence. I fear the tornado will appear again soon so I run back and forth carrying the others to safety. Scene changes and we're all heading out of the weird building and into the abandoned futuristic city. But I have no shoes. So while we search this city, my first goal is to find some shoes to where. We find some shoes but there are none that match and most are too big. Bandits happen upon us but I ignore them as I continue to look through the many shoes to find a pair I can where.

6 Jul 2024

Dream

scary clouds faces color green