Ant

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had 3 dreams rub into eachother. The first im in a segregation era setting. Im with white women and we are in a place where you can party with all kinds of people but the servers are black. They see me sitting with white women they give me great service because im extra nice to them, and they can tell im mixed race. This makes some of the white women interested in the waitstaff as well as mingling with the black people at the party. Next dream i am hanging out with my friend Domonique. We have someone driving us around. We are hanging out eating drinking and we fall alseep in thr back of the car. I wake up to the driver done and the car not in park gear. I put it in gear and prevent a small accident. I get out the car. Its the 1970s. Im wearing a sexy red dress. I get cat called by teenagers in the park as i go from the back seat to the driver seat to take Dominique home. The last part of my dream im in my apartment in palmetto street. There is a mouse under my pillow. Then i move the couch and i see some bugs. I kill them. But then im told to observe them for meaning. The mouse under my pillow represents my need for being social and interdependence with friends and family. I couldn’t interpret the other bugs. One was an ant mounting a smaller bug. The other was a lizzard on too of a large bug

6 Aug 2024

Dream

The love of my life and I were on our way to a shopping outlet type thing and we decided to valet for once since it was a special outting. Next thing you know, people start turning one by one and attacking each other. We try to get our car but the valets gone and everyone’s manic. I end up losing my boyfriend and I start freaking out. My mom calls and I tell her to stay home with the dogs, it’s not safe outside. Then I’m in the car with Taty and her mom and Taty starts freaking out because there’s an ant in her eye and we almost crash. So I get out start running towards the house. Making and losing some friends along the way. I finally make it home and as I’m talking to mom about a plan, karmelo runs outside. When I go to grab him I see one of them but our door is broken and won’t close. I don’t think we made it because then I started seeing things from another ladies point of view. I woke up telling my boyfriend we need more guns and I don’t feel safe here and then started crying for how many fights I’ve caused lately with my attitude.