Soccer

14 Aug 2024

Dream

The first dream I was Playing soccer but getting frustrated because I wasn’t playing as good as I would’ve liked. The second dream I was on a cruise ship going through the canals of Amsterdam. We got to a section by a bridge where the cruise ship decided to turn around and was cutting it close to hitting the bridge, eventually it did run into the bridge and caused the cruise ship and bridge to begin to collapse. I ended up having to run toward the bridge and jump for safety so I wouldn’t fall into the water with the ship. Once on the street, myself and the people in the city started running toward higher ground as the city began getting destroyed by a natural force. On the way to higher ground, we had to avoid these sun rays that were incinerating people if it touched you. Once we arrived to higher ground I found out there was a church which was circular and had two floors the bottom floor had a cross that was laying diagonal on the ground. I went up a staircase to the second floor where the dream ended. I wasn’t sure if we were going to survive or not but at the same time I had peace because it was out of my control and I was in a spiritual place

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I was working at my old work at Watties and we were all leaving and then there was heaps of chocolate on the table and I only needed a little bit of chocolate to make my meals so I was trying to scoop it all off the table and a cop showed up and I only needed a little bit of chocolate was on the table so I got away with it. Another dream came through I ran into my mate Tony and Tony picked up the girl that I liked and I was jealous a little bit so he banged her and then I said lets start meditating. I picked up the pace with meditation and then I was flying around the ceiling which was pretty fun and I could see out way through there and see through it close close and everyone was watching me floating around the ceiling and that and then it started blowing really hard and everything started blowing off the planet and I was struggling to stay on the planet and I was trying to create a rainbow but it wouldn't let me create a rainbow and then I finally created a soccer field which was weird.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

the dream took place with me in a city where I’ll be meeting up with my friend to catch up. As I get closer to our meet up spot I give her a call to get more specific directions by telling her what buildings I’m close to and where I should turn. The dream then transitioned to me hanging out with one of my childhood friends who I met through playing soccer. In the dream we wanted to play some soccer but didn’t have a ball so we went to the grocery store to by a soccer ball which was black and red.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

what the fuck is my dream recording okay so I said that tonight I went out with a friend to have dinner and it happened to be the night of the soccer game and we met this guy named Alex but he was friend with another guy named Kenny and Kenny was a fucking weirdo and he tried to get with me all night he kept saying oh I'm attracted to her I'm attracted to her aka me but like my friend had an a-line silhouette skirt and she was so cute and I was wearing like a sweatpants and a crop top and anyways he was like had eyes on her all night and At the end of the night, when we had to go home like 4 or 5 a.m., he didn't pay for our Uber and I honestly expected that behavior because I heard from his friend that he was unemployed. So, honestly, I'm not surprised. But my friend, she was like, oh, I didn't expect that behavior, like he was trying to take care of us all night, even against weirdos. I was like girl you look like a baddie right now and I'm like so mid and he obviously is looking at you all night but okay you don't you don't see that so I get that but anyway so he didn't pay for uber so I had to pay like 130 to go home he didn't pay for it and I was like you're a fucking loser and I blocked him

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I had to get my car Towed and the name of the towing company was called Catskill. I stayed at person‘s house who allow me to stay there while my car got towed and when I was sleeping on the sofa of their house, they’re black cat and white cat wouldn’t leave me alone. It slept on me right on my back as if it were hugging me and wouldn’t get off of me even though I wanted it too. I had a dream that I was arriving to my godmother‘s house in Brazil again since I’ve already been there once and I knew how to get there. I arrived at night, walked across the bridge to the hotel, went to the second floor and took took a car that dropped me off at her house. It was raining outside during the day, and I struggled to tip the driver because I had my hands full with my luggage and wet in the rain, but I ended up giving him five Brazilian dollars as he went away when he pulled away, I went to enter the house and noticed that when I went to get the money for my pocket and put down my bag, I put it in a puddle and got everything wet and I also noticed that I brought a wrong bag. I brought a soccer bag with soccer balls, which wasn’t I wanted to wanted to bring. Dream transition to me being at the music festival where I got to see my girlfriend, but also stay at the house she was staying at with her best friends who are also attracted, but I wasn’t as attracted to them as I was to her. We were trying to figure out how to get from the campsite to the festival and decided to take a bus when I got to the bus station. It was just me and it was pouring rain. There’s no coverage and I was getting soaked and I was really cold waiting for the bus with some other people when the bus eventually did come I wasn’t able to get on the bus because other people pushed past me and filled up the bus. This Left me a little disappointed and even more cold. I ended up walking to the next bus stop to see if I could get luckier there as it was on the corner of the street. While waiting, a family next to me decided to call a self driving car to pick them up and bring them to their spot. for some reason I was able to get on and we made a pitstop at a fast food Restaurant. while we were there, there was a guy sitting across from us who I felt like I talked to day day prior and he was trying to get his life together and rid himself of his negative habits which he was struggling to do. I could tell that he was falling apart at this fast food restaurant. He wasn’t eating, he was stuffing food in his mouth. You could tell he wasn’t being mindful with his decisions, and he even tried to steal two boxed water bottles. I was disappointed with him because he shared with me the day before that he wanted to get himself together but He wasn’t taking actions to do that. Then my vision in the dream transition to thousands of white rabbits running through a simulated pasture together in unison and a voice of my hand said that these rabbits can take you exactly where you want to go. I asked how could they know exactly where I want to go? And the voice said that these rabbits have watched hundreds of recordings of individuals and that they know what we will be doing before we know. One step forward, one step back one step left.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a buffet with my sister for dinner at night. her and I were in the front of the line waiting to get salmon that was being offered, but there was a hold up because my sister wasn’t old enough to get salmon which I found strange. Either way, I ended up getting salmon And putting some on her plate as well. The dream transition to me being at a cemetery with my grandma on my dad’s side who had passed away and a man I’ve never met before who seemed to be my great grandfather. My great grandfather was old and frail using a walking stick. I was helping him walk down the stairs of the cemetery by holding his body and hand. as we were walking down my grandma and my great grandfather were talking about a flood that had affected the area a little while ago. All of a sudden, my great grandfather started getting a weaker and more frail, and started to slowly collapse. The dream transition before he collapsed. The dream then turned into me playing baseball on Wii sports with someone, but I wasn’t able to hit any of the pitches that were thrown to me and I ended up going the whole game without scoring. even though it was frustrating wasn’t too upset because the game ended in a tie, zero to zero. Then all of a sudden I was playing football in a football stadium and my team was losing and I couldn’t do much about it, which was frustrating. We ended up losing the game. afterwards I found myself playing a game of soccer against some younger Italian kids and again I was frustrated because we’re losing to kids I know I should’ve been able to beat