Shoes

24 Aug 2024

Dream

In the stream, I was with a group of friends they had an apartment and they seem to be a younger kind of crowd like maybe early 20s there’s two females who I was having a lot of fun with, but they didn’t necessarily get along in the dream I was trying to do a shot of meth and I wasn’t able to do it at first, but then I did and then I didn’t feel anything and then the other girl did it and she did and I got mad. Also, there is these sets of sneakers. They were like vans or something but there's a collector set and they came with two different shoes in them and they were styled with the McDonald’s character grimace the big purple guy in the sets they would have one with one emotion and one with another motion so you would have two different style shoes on your feet, although they were all purple, for instance, 1 would be happy when will be sad or when will be mad and when will be happy or we will be crying and we will be laughing and we all had these shoes at least the girls did. I was wanting to get some stuff to wear to go out with them and I didn’t have any money, but I had my my paycheck that I needed to cash and we are trying to figure out where to go that would cash checks after 7 PM so that we could go out and do something that night. That’s when I woke up.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

In a seaside hotel It looks like a replica of the Broadway zone in Tokyo Disney Sea Getting across the golden bridge via walk because why not with my dad Hanging and doing acrobatics on the ledge, beyond the guardrails Getting across to the Broadway area and walking into a vintage dress shop in a brick-made building Fancy, eclectic and kinda 20-50’s in style Lots of floral lamps, fruit motifs and a later variation/diversion from of art nouveau motifs scattered around the place Curtsying the owner of the shop, a wonderful, charming middle-old aged madam after my fatehr greets her and they have a little chit chat(my father says that we’re here to get me some new shoes that goes with the dress too, that it was about time) The madam compliments and says stuff like what a charming young lady or whatever I’m sifting through and trying on lots of flowery/vintage, rich-in-fruit-motifs type dresses and pants(frilly short pantsuits and short-pant overalls too) We get a leather shoes to go with it, Mary Jane We get back to the hotel room Now a different storyline, in the same hotel room Nice room, framed little paintings on the wall I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I see my belly big and covered in spider fur(my belly looks like a pregnant spider’s) Getting unsettled Scene changes, some images of bird’s-eye panoramic shots of some chinese/Japanese misty mountains and forests that look like a few locations from my favorite historical danmei-based donghua(Mo Dao Zu Shi), and the one alleyway I took in Sanneizaka with a lot of pottery markets, galleries and a cafe that incorporates traditional teahouse’s style, red momiji trees and wooden hinoki tables, cobblestone paths and shishiodoshi And the bamboo forest iori(pavilion) I’ve seen in another dream Now I’m in a stone-made room, rose window A bit like a monastery’s rooftop room but make it more extravagant I’m on the bed, feeling woozy and like I’m on morphine Baby trapping, the spider belly thing was an actual pregnancy, and I’m carrying it Tartaglia from Genshin Impact is the ‘husband’(the baby ‘trapper’ although I doubt that he’s the one who put the spider baby in there) He’s not around, and so there’s a white, light-made silhouette of a breaten, battered child that’s staggering and cowering as they enter the room crawling, despite being beaten or kicked out every time they are spotted by Tartaglia or me(whenever I can move or have the energy to throw or use something to attack them out of reflex, fright and fear of intruders otherwise) Seems like they want to be acknowledged I don’t beat it and let it come in, staring down at it as it looks at me expectantly but hesitantly(they don’t have a face nor bodily features, it’s literally just a silhouette made of light)

19 Aug 2024

Dream

It started out with me moving into a new apartment building. My mom and sisters where there along with my sister in law. I don’t know why but for some reason it seemed like I couldn’t move in just yet I know we were in another building on the same lot hanging out together waiting. Every now and then we’d go outside and wait. The building was a two story apartment with several apartments. Mine was in n the very bottom. You could see the door to my apartment from across the way where we were sitting. The door to my new apartment stayed open. I could see the inside from where I stood. All you could really see was what looked like maybe the living room and what appeared to be maybe a mattress in the room with blankets and pillows as well as maybe some clothes on it. Eventually the time came and we were able to go inside and start bringing things in. We began exploring the apartment building but what appeared so small and simple from the outside was massive on the inside. There where so many rooms. And as we explored we seemed to only find/discover more rooms. Some that we’re basically secret rooms. I was exploring alone and found another room. I called for others to come look as well but no one was around to hear me. I discovered a secret door and entered. Inside was a massive closet. The room was still full of furniture and clothes. However the appearance of the room and clothes that lined the entire side of one wall all looked to belong to that of a younger teen. I much admired some of the clothes. There were these jackets/shalls hanging on the rack. Out of curiosity I grabbed on I liked and decided to try it on and see if it fits. I looked at myself in the mirror and was happy by my appearance. Surprisingly it fit well and looked super cute on me. I then turned to the other side of the wall where there was a large cubard/shelves full of shoes. However though the sweater fit. I knew for sure the shoes would not. They were very small and appeared to look as though they belonged to a child and not a teen. As cute as they were and as much as I wanted to try them on I decided not to even attempt. I then turned still wearing the jacket and tried once again shouting for others. I ran around the house looking for everyone else but seemed a bit confused as to where in the house I actually was. I continued to search but ended up waking up before I found anyone.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I step outside onto a covered pathway, it's raining outside. I have on a green rain jacket with a hood, I pull it up and step out into the torrential downpour. It's raining so hard the cover isn't doing much to stop it as I get pelted from the side. I say to myself I should have brought my umbrella and then suddenly I'm holding one, but it's very small and barely covers my head. I walk path the end of the covering and out into the rain. The umbrella buckles under the weight of water and begins to fill up. I look down at my now soaked tennis shoes as they slosh with each step.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

My first stepmom and I were at the store. After awhile one of her friends showed up and the two of them started talking. All three of us went to sit down at a table. I reached down and took one of my stepmom’s shoes off. She then put her foot on me and I rubbed her beautiful toes for a long time

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I don’t know where my dream started. I just remember we were all trying to get away. I don’t remember all the details but it took mulitiple bullets because I still had the round bullets in there from when I prepped for the gun range to kill the people after us. My boyfriend and I left the house to find the car and park it closer. I remember frantically loading up mine and my boyfriends guns when we get home. I start yelling at everyone to grab their necessities and get in the car because we don’t have much time. My grandma took too long because she couldn’t find her shoes and wouldn’t listen to me when i said “just put on a pair, it doesn’t matter. I’m wearing sneakers with no socks” but she wouldn’t listen so i had to go to the other room to find her shoes and by the time i find them the people showed up and locked us is the house. For some reason they weren’t killing us so we were still plotting to make a run for it towards the car. We all made it to the car except for one person and I could see vividly who it was in my dream but now I can’t remember for some reason

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at a house with a unknown family then I went out side i saw white sneakers on the edge of the gravel road a brief moment i saw my sister

8 Aug 2024

Dream

My family and I were vacationing on a tropical island. The area where our bungalow was located was only reachable by a bridge and it was close to a pyramid. I was in my cousins house with my baby, my husband and my cousins. The room we were in was wooden ship lap. There were spiders everywhere. My husband was trying to sweep them out of the room but it felt like they were following me. He got almost all of them out. My baby was sitting on the table then one of my cousins that was also pregnant had a spider in her hand and was putting it in my baby’s face and laughing. I got up and told her I would kill her and her baby if she hurt him. She stopped and went to sit down. I went over and put my hand on her shoulder and said “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. I was already thinking about other things that upset me and took it out on you.” She looked relieved. A lot of people showed up after that and they had a party. I was tired and took my shoes off and walked out. Outside was a mall. A girl walking by me asked if her outfit was appropriate for the store she was working at. I told her yes she looked cute. I looked at clothes for a while then started to walk back to the house to Pick up my baby. A security guard said “where are you going looking so fine?” I looked at him funny and looked down at my belly and said “fine? I’m super pregnant” he said he was really attracted to me. He walked me to the house to make sure I was safe. A friend of mine was at the house and wanted to give me a ride but her car was really small and two other people were riding with us. I told her to go slow since we didn’t have a car seat for my baby. She promised that nothing bad would happen. She handed me her phone and asked me to sent a message to her boyfriend. It was a flip phone and took a while to get the right letters to appear.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was going to a movie premiere with my coworkers and we were staying at a rental house in Delaware, I flew a plane to get there and on the way remember talking to a little boy. When we were at the house trying to celebrate the movie we worked on, a terrible thunderstorm starts and it turns into a hurricane. Some water got in the basement and we were scared, then it went away, so we went back to partying. The basement starts to flood and everyone is running upstairs, leaving a lot of our items behind like bags and phones. Upstairs more water is coming in the window and we think we’re going to drown. The water goes down again and I run downstairs to grab my phone and while there I grab someone else’s phone and our shoes. My phone is still working, no water damage.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

We were living in this economically depressed town and Tom and I were living in an old vintage style apartment that had decor like grandmas house, with wooden floors and an old wooden vintage desk. I think times were hard cause people were angry we were there and driving up property values or something. At one point I looked out the window and all these black men were on bikes and looking into our windows and I wondered if they were trying to stir up trouble or were upset. It felt a little scary. There was an amazing pastry shop and I was sitting at a table with someone but I don’t know who. She was a kind woman. There was some sort of strange game where people were putting socks in a bag to try to win something. I pulled a couple out and they were the high end Darn Tough brand. I thought the pastry place would be good to get the pastries for today’s brunch at Jill’s house but when I asked when they opened it would be too late. They had a wonderful spread of pastries on the counter you could choose from. It had a huge black board of cursive chalk and sayings that were hard to read. I’d been invited to a party or business gathering at Salvador’s with only a select group of people. I felt worried cause I didn’t know how he would react to me. I felt apprehension about this. Walking with this woman but we didn’t have good shoes so we were always asking to borrow a pair of shoes but we had to share them. One good shoe and one of our older shoes that didn’t work as well. We were trying to walk that way and it was strange and funny.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

This was a dream my friend Jenny had about me a few months ago. We were at the bowling alley. We had gone outside and were standing against the wall. She took one of her shoes off then we started hugging. At some point I reached down and started rubbing her foot. After some time passed we went back inside.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream I was living in a low income project with my mom, in real life we have never lived in one. And my mom and I were taking out hair someone's braids in the living room and her cousin was sitting on the couch just visiting my mom was supposed to let me know when it was 2:30pm so I could go to work, I went to check my phone and it was 4:30pm I was upset and told my mom I didn't know what I was going to do because this was my 7th day calling off in 2 weeks, she was very dismissive and said you'll be alright. I was talking to myself about what I should do and being upset. My mom began flying into a rage an cursing and yelling at me and I apologized and let her know I was upset with myself and it wasn't directed at her and that I was just fearful I would lose my job, she didn't care and was still yelling and calling me really bad names etc and her cousin was egging her on and agreeing that I was being rude and it was directed to her I even promised on my deceased father that it wasn't to get her to calm down but nothing worked. I went into my room and I was crying and really upset I never clocked into work and they were still talking about me in the living room hours later loud enough that I could hear. So I ended up calling my granny she's always been my protector in reality as well. She came to get me and I was still crying once my granny came my mom tried to act super cordial but my granny knows of how she does in these situations from previous experiences so she wasn't entertaining it and I packed a little bag and left with her. I realized I didn't have shoes on so she went back in to grab some when she did my mom must've been having some kind of family gathering because all of my family was pulling up at her house and there was a que line like at the airport with the straps dividing the line in a zigzag like pattern. My cousin Tatiana came to speak with me and I was wiping away tears and trying to hide the overwhelming emotions no one seemed to notice the distress and she just had a normal talk about life. Then I woke up because I didnt want to continue the dream, i was feeling really bad and borderline crying in reality.