Recording

29 Jul 2024

Dream

There was some sort of big party/celebration and I was supposed to be with Salvador somehow. A wedding? Just a party? His dad was there along with a lot of other people and I was so happy. There was some sort of draft and Erick had to look up his name to see if he was being drafted. I asked him if I could record his reaction so it could be used on the news. I kinda worked at a TV news station again and Akemi was the producer and would make sure everything made sense. There may have been a B17 airplane flying around and I asked someone if she was able to go in the bottom clear gunner pod.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I am attending a training in London. There was doors and windows. Gloomy weather. I can’t remember everything that happened. I felt it was some sort of fitness boot camp. I am out with a few friends. I asked two of them if they wanted to hang at my house to eat. One said sure but didn’t want to smoke. The other was cool with it. I am at my brothers house. I see the neighbor walking over to give me something. I received it and my gaydar was alerted. I wondered if my brother knew his neighbor is gay is what I thought. The friend who didn’t want to smoke went to bed as soon as we arrived I went to check on him and there was food and an object in the microwave. The object was playing what seems to be a recording of me in an sexual at. I stop the microwave and took the food and object out. I woke my friend up and asked him why he put that in there. He said he didn’t. I started to eat the object. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. We are some where in the house. I noticed I see people eating black stuff off the walls. I reminded me of twizzlers. I picked up a teddy bear and started to eat it as well. I in a cave on the beach. Someone and I are looking at this raw stone and trying to remove it from the rocks in the cave. A piece broke and I told the other people it’s a gemstone. It was green and blue, like turquoise within the black shell of the stone.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that I'd been away somewhere. I think, I think I was at a hotel and I think it was like a dream I've had before where the hotel was also a college or a university and I was having to walk through places to try and find a room and then the room was really small, almost too small, and then I was getting the train back and I was really looking forward to going home because I was so tired and I sat on the train and I was thinking I was going to have to get the train miles away from home and it started going down the road where I used to live when I was a child and I was like brilliant I can get off early. So I rung the bell, got off the train and it stopped just after the bridge and I got off the train, although it was more like a bus because it was on the road, and I had to walk over the bridge to get back home and I remember I was dragging my feet because I was so tired and I was barely making it over this bridge and I went across the road at the top of the bridge and there was loads of emergency vehicles driving down and I had to really time it right to get over the road because I couldn't go very fast but I only had a small gap so I got over the road, walked down the old road where I used to live and walked down this little thin alleyway that was there and I walked in the back garden and my mum had been in the garage and she came out and she goes, oh we weren't expecting you and I said oh I've managed to get the train closer to home. Anyway, I dragged myself inside, put my stuff down, dragged myself upstairs, I was so tired and I went to see Abby in her room and Abby wasn't in her room, there was a boy in the bed, paddling this blonde girl and I recognised the boy as Abby's boyfriend and I was like I don't know who she is. So I finally said hello, he said hello, I went round into the next room and Abby was in there and I said oh Abby, you're not in your bed, she said oh no my boyfriend's in there and I said okay who's that with him and he said oh just a friend and I said well who's cuddling her and she said yeah I know and I said well that's not right is it. So I was like I'm not having this. So I then went back into the room where the boy was cuddling the girl and I threw them both out and then I said to her I was like right I'm going to sort this one out once and for all. So I got her phone and I started recording voice notes to him saying how it wasn't appropriate that he was doing that and even if Abby was alright with it, it wasn't alright and he shouldn't be doing it and I left about fifty voice notes and she was just like oh right okay and I was like I can't believe this, I've come back and I'm so tired and I'm having to sort this out.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a campground with friends (I don’t know them in real life), and one of my friends had his toddler daughter with him that I was recording on my phone, and she saw a sleeping black bear that I thought was dead so i was loud and woke it up and it started chasing us and I dropped my phone. it was so vicious and big and it chased us into a declined soccer field that had walls to get up and we were all trying to run up the walls and run away as it chased us and it killed some of my friends and we were just running and I finally made it out and jumped into my friend’s car but he kicked me out and I was all alone and scared so I ran to the road but was lost

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was back in school again and but this time it was PE and i went to my old PE teacher mister bane, and he told us to go to rocall and we did but we just had to pick a random number I was with my friends and some girls I knew but weren’t friends with, so later I see my old crush there, but anyways there was a Lot of people falling? Idk but I fell but I don’t remember falling, when you fall the bricks told you who helped you up or stoped you from falling, and so my bricks said “chris, Christian, and some other one anyways I stood up and a girl next to me told me that we were gonna have to run all over but the thing is that this isn’t PE class anymore it was my house? My backyard is pretty big so I’m I guess we’re using that anyways mr babe come and tells a girl to get ready because she’s gonna get timed so she got ready on the wall and than I don’t know how I was waiting in my living room and I was next and I put on a movie for my friend Naomi and the boy I liked a movie later I was confused how o was gonna run with black sandals on so I put black socks on to help ig and he calls me over to get ready I tells me to get along the walk and to get ready and woosh off I go but in my dream I’m running and I’m jumping as if I’m doing parkour, I jumped over my plant and I was in the sky and quickly I ran back inside to get my time and I was saying actually it wasn’t even that back it was kinda fun! And he said I got 15 minutes I was I bit like okay whatever 🙄 but anyways he went off somewhere and there was alcohol and my and my friend were thinking to get drunk and I just drank wine the smell of alcohol was to strong but I was drinking a lot and than we did footies to make our feet glow?like anyways he comes back and tell Naomi to get ready and I ask if I can run with her he said okay so we are waiting outside he he’s about to show her where to get ready and run but she stranded there nervously and says I need to pe so she runs to go pee and like maybe 5 minutes later she comes out and Chris my crush went back on the couch to sit and watch the movie I had put on black socks again and she comes out and whispered to me “I was bad. I saw what? “My Period was really bad chris had to help me” and I don’t remember every thing else but we didn’t run anyways we were back inside the house and family came over I said hello to everyone and I seen someone I never knew she was very fat her face was very big and round and I was shaking her hand she just looked at me she was pale with dark brown eyes, and her hair back in a ponytail wat looked either dark down or black and she was just smiling at me snacking my hand I was confused buy anyway we went to drink some more and my cousin who drinks a lot comes over and sees us and I walk up to her and hug her and say hi, she says well your drunk. Personally I don’t feel dunk but my friend is and she has the wine in her hands and I was scared she was gonna tell my mom as I’m under age and she says “can I record you guys I was like “ what the fuck” I knew maybe that she was gonan try and get me to look drunk and show my mom but I don’t know why I said yes. Later I try not to act drunk and I she put a filter on and recorded us we were all there on the phone and I see McDonald’s? And I’m hiding behind her t to not show my face than I remember I didn’t have lashes on this whole time and I was like bruh🤦‍♀️🙄 because I feel more pretty with lashes and than I remembered chris my crush saw me without them on and that we never even ran and where was mister Ban? and my friend said well I got at least a 10 minutes she says chuckling i laughed as mister van didn’t even time us or that she didn’t even run she maids up her own time anyways THATS IT

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I was going for classes on road I fought with some guy then he helped me getting up by holding my hand . I got hurt in leg so helped me alot while walking we became friends. He also helped me recording my classmate by phone but I couldn't see his face only his back . The boy I became friend company me with the way we talk alot . I saw an old lady in a gold shop beating two Lil girls on study and they were crying . I went to my great grandma house the was also confusing but comforting and nostalgic. I my friend and great grandma was sitting together and talking about nostalgic sweet things . My great grandmother already passed away . She was showing us pic how she look in her young age . She showed me a red cow with a calf and said that how she look when she was young, I laughed. The she showed me a horrifying black and white pic in chill way . In the pic there was 3 old women laying dead with white hair . That her and my grandmother. Then I was having nostalgia and memories about the houses she lived and I went there . Big windows, Flowers , parot, sunshine, warm evening. Remembering those things I started crying very badly and hugged her and crying saying why she left me I miss her . The boy was confused seeing me like that . To be honest I was never close with my grandmothers and I don't even miss her or the old days