Punching

22 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in the shopping centre that nearly every shop was closed with my mum and my old friend that I have fallen out with and her mum. I found out she has a new boyfriend that she has been with for 2 months and she got a new iPad and she opened it in front of me. We were then lying on this bed when I pointed out to her that the private registration number was stupid because she doesn’t even have a car or license. And then she turned to like a demon she said that I’m just jealous because she’s rich and I’m poor and we started arguing and I decided to punch her

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream with the same occurange, but never this intense of emotions. My boyfriend in my dream has a girlfriend and their in the car together he’s on the phone with me I ask who it is and she’s laughing he’s not answering he picks me up I don’t remember then we are at my house I had this dream last night of them in the house as well. They are sleeping together and tried to come back into my room. I started punching her and she backed up and yelled and said the jd why he doesn’t like you I fillfull him and you don’t then I woke up

8 Aug 2024

Dream

i had a dream where me and my family where in the big city and the zombie apocalypse started. we all went out and broke into buildings and killed people for food, and i was exeptionaly good at the killing part, using deadly gasses in the vents to wipe out rooms at a time. we decided to bring our two dogs with, gunner and Koda, and Koda got bit on that journey and started to turn into a zombie and i cried and punched things, so my dad made a small cut on Kodas neck and he wad fine until the morning where his joints started to lock up, and we made another small cut on Kodas neck to stop the zombie virus and slow jt down a bit. and when we got back Koda jumped out of the grass and bit my dads armored glove, and he shot Koda and killed it. also my hair was a bit longer

4 Aug 2024

Dream

I seemed to be a part of an event that was like a television show. The actuall themes and events were unfolding have appeared multiple times before. Being around others monsteriasation and escape. The main difference being that I could also watch what was happening like I was the viewer as well being a part of it. I wanted to turn it off but as much as o tried I couldn’t. After that I move on the scene had completely reset. Once again I saw train stations and airports but I seemed to take in my surroundings. I was punching walls as I knew they’d break almost like cardboard revealing something else. I was jumping from highets because I knew it would hurt. I knew I was in a dream but subconsciously I wanted to see how much my brain would create in terms of a lucid expirence. The final part of my dream includes my girlfriend talking to another man or so I thought. It got under my skin and upset me that she was talking to another man but there was a twist. I turned out this man that I saw turned out to be a 8 year old child but looking like a grown adult.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

i was at the movie theaters with my ex bestfriend jacob (he fell for me and i didn’t feel the same way causing our breakup.) we were talking and i was trying to reconcile with him and make amends because he was someone who was very close to me and i care much about him. to my surprise his ex girlfriend natalie who was close friends with him at the time he was trying to get with me was sitting right next to him during the movie. as we were talking i was pushing to fix things but jacob was hesitant. jacob said something about how i “dont care” or “didnt care” which hurt me a lot. he didnt understand that it took both of us to absolutely destroy our relationship. i said “i wouldnt be here right now f i didnt care.” natalie butted in the conversation and said “maybe you should start caring about yourself.” after this comment i was furious. i knew that she had said so many bad thibgs about me to jacob during the time he was trying to get into a relationship with me. especially because she liked him. i know her opinion about me is not the best and to be honest bc she talked about me without even knowing me i had nothing to like about her. when she said that i should start caring about myself i punched her in the face. which i probably shouldve punched jacob because based on that statement he mustve told her about my mental health struggles at the time we were friends. but i hit her hard especially for butting in, i was upset by it all. i recognized what i did and apologized and said we dont have to fight, however she kept fighting. she responded saying “no, you started it lets fight” WHICH IS CRAZY BECAUSE SHE COULDNT SHUT HER MOUTH AND MIND HER OWN? so we continued fighting she threw a punch and missed because i ducked and dodged it, i came up again and hit her again. she hit me once or twice but it didnt effect me much. i hit her a third time harder than all of my hits. jacob was watching us fight and didnt do much to stop it. eventually we stopped and i had wandered outside the movie theaters and met two girls. they asked what happened and i had told them what natalie had told me and why i got upset. i probably said something like shes a bitch who cant mind her own business so i acted on that. after that natalie began texting me saying jacob is willing to give me another chance and how she messed up. she blamed it on another girl and said shed block her. i ended the conversation then and there and found an arcade. on my way to the arcade there was a woman fighting off 5 weird men. i happened to join because they were on my way but the lady did the most work. after that because of her appreciation of doing as much as i can to help despite my age. she led me to the arcade n let me play all the games i wanted to for free. i was supposed to call my parents n family after the movie ended but due to the commotion i lost track of time. i called them and they questioned me abt what time they should pick me up.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I heard Luke (6 years old) outside screaming “stop it” When I went to check on him, he was on the front steps being pinned down. A 13 year old girl was punching him in the face while her twin brother held him down with his foot on his throat. (Both were identical, blonde, skinny, cocky) I chased them into the back yard and caught the girl. I held her face in a muddy puddle that coincidentally had animal feces in it. I wanted to drown her. Her brother tried to double team me and I told him, “back off, you’re next.” He abandoned his sister and ran. I held the girl’s face in the mud and told her that if I see her again I’d show her what a real psychopath is. I got Luke inside and told him not to go back out without at least one adult. I woke up in fight or flight mode. I was scared and furious.