Piano

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a nightmare my best friend (we’re in high school) killed someone and so I had to go through this long process of killing her for it as revenge because I was forced to even though I didn’t know who it was. And we killed her by a piano falling on her. For some reason I didn’t cry, but my great grandma and my dog somehow also ended up being dead. And I went home, my dad and I talked for a bit and my friend made a group chat. I missed Merideth (the friend I had) and for some reason I could see the ghost of my dog and not her or my grandma, who gave me clothes for high school before she died. (I also remember at the very beginning something about high school being a 2 hours and 44 minute bus ride for me, which I wasn’t complaining about. So eventually I ended up asking my dad why I could see Libby (my dog) and not Merideth (my best friend) ‘s ghost, and he said he didn’t know so I messaged her old account thinking maybe I could get an answer despite her being dead. And she messaged back, “don’t you know, I’m not her….” And I woke up.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I screamed why can't this little girl give me the details of my assault? The father of my child and my father were keeping a little girl who witnessed my betrayal from my family who used me and abused me. It was the women in my family who stepped up to find the missing pieces and as we cleaned the church in purple and white with quarters on the sheets of purple and white this little white girl told me the pieces of the missing puzzle. We only allowed women in and current who tried to come in and take the child back to play the piano for them. Included my father, the father of my child and his friends, and my grandfather tried to stop Mr finding the truth

2 Aug 2024

Dream

I ran into this couple at the airport and I think the woman was the narrator of the audiobook I was listening to in real life. She was brown-skinned and looked exotic, like Mediterranean or Middle Eastern. Her husband was white. Later they came to my sister Emily’s house and had three children with them. I went to sleep on the downstairs couch where I’ve been sleeping for the summer in real life, but the kids got up really early and were very loud upstairs, and sometimes they were coming downstairs to play. I had to go into Tom’s room to try to get some sleep. When I peeked back out into the main downstairs area the kids were playing, the adults were laying on the couch, one kid was playing the piano, and the couches had been completely rearranged. I think someone brought the couches upstairs to create more hang-out areas for Emily’s family and this family. I was really irritated by this time because it was 3am or 4am and this entire family was awake and encroaching on our area. At one point all of them came into our private area of the downstairs. Tom was talking to the two adults and they were asking all these questions about our lifestyle and living in the van, traveling, etc. I thought they were very annoying cause it was too early for all of this. The kids were in our room being loud and causing chaos. One part of the downstairs had these beautiful vintage lamps with lampshades with those long strings hanging down. Beautiful lampshades the kids were playing with and turning off and on. At one point, my phone wasn’t working and had gotten so hot I had to take it out of its case so it could cool off, and I’d taken my earbuds out but even with my earbuds out I could still hear my audio podcast. I couldn’t turn it off and it was a very disconcerting feeling. I was also trying to find my clothes so we could leave this chaotic situation but I couldn’t find the right clothes anywhere. The woman told me her children always woke up at 3 or 4am and she was always exhausted. Finally we were able to leave the house and we went over to Jill’s house to find peace and quiet. The deck was rotted out on one side and we had to avoid it so we didn’t fall through the deck. However, when we turned back around this pitbull dog had fallen through the rotted part of the deck and was scrambling not to fall on these lower beams. I wondered if Tom would try to save this dog or if he was too afraid of dogs. Two times during this dream about the family in our basement and bedroom area woke me up and I was surprised it was a dream and I was sleeping on the couch. I was very disoriented because this dream took place in my current living environment.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

We were in a house and all of a sudden one piano came crashing out of a window and started breaking the ground beneath and then all of a sudden another piano came crashing out of a window and broke it even more and then the ground started falling away from the house and we went inside to grab our belongings and whatever was important to us and then the house started falling and then it finally stopped and then we had to get out of there and all the dirt and water was pouring in from all the cracks in the walls and the floors and we made it out finally and then finally the whole house just sank into the ground.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was dead, and an invisible ghost. I watched to see what people would do upon noticing I was dead and was appalled at what happened: Instead of having a funeral, everyone threw a party! My mom said to everyone how happy she was to not have to take care and homeschool a backtalking crybaby, and went back to work as an acupuncturist. My dad sold my piano and other belongings to buy another house in Vermont, as well as adopt a new son. And my sister was ecstatic to have a new brother, and said that I was the worst brother ever because I didn't play with her all the time. Then my Grandparents also said what they hated about me as everyone cut cake celebrating my death. I cried and went to what was left of my area of the bedroom, and haunted it. Then after a while I woke up and cried.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I have a very faint, partial memory of this dream.. I was playing the piano, my children were there and I was showing them a song, then it was like it zoomed right in on the keys that I was playing. That's all I can remember.