Jacket

12 Aug 2024

Dream

The dream started off with me being at my childhood church I was young again maybe a mid teen. I was playing/goofing off with kids around my age in the halls of the church. As I was with them I remember leaving my jacket in the relief scociety room of the church. I ran to the room to go get my jacket; but as I entered, I realized I was walking in on a lesson that was going on. The rooms lights were off and there was a big projector in the front of the room. As well as a lady dressed in an all white silk dress. She had short blond hair that was about shoulder length and bright blue eyes. I didn’t recognize her but she welcomed me in and offered me to go and sit with the others. I found my family sitting amongst the crowd and went and sat next to them. The women continued her lesson until she asked that the young adults/teens go with her. I left with her and went to a different room were we usually held are young women classes on Sunday. She talked was us all about the kids importance of the second coming and the importance of what we wear. She said that Christ will notice what we are wearing even down to our feet. As she said this, she handed out white silk socks/booties to go on our feet. As I was putting mine on a kid standing next to a large glass window started getting excited and said he could see something appearing from the park nearby. I ran to the window to look as did several others in the room as I looked out the window I could see the park with a wide creek running through it. There was a red bridge/gazebo that went across the creek. On the far side of the creek was a thick mist. You could not see what was on the other side of the bridge or creek. But one by one people dressed in white robes started coming out of the mist and across the bridge into our world. All of them wearing white robes some of them wear carrying large baskets of what looked like fruit and vegetables with them. Others strange instruments that I had never seen before. They all where singing and some dancing or playing these instruments. They were happy and celebrating. As I was watching then all cross over I suddenly say Christ cross the bridge. There were several people around him singing. Then the dream ended.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

If I can’t have you I don’t want nobody baby. Those lyrics resonate with me bc back in those times life was much easier the nineties everyone was happy 😃 healthy not a care in the world it affects me. I had a dreadful overwhelming sense of nostalgia I’m ok 🙂 now I just had to remember the memories with my parents and aunts and uncles cousins in Nc and Myrtle beach and grandma Jenkins it’s so deep and I remember how my dad would have grease and oil after changing bike tires 🛞 🚴 and playing these songs when things were easier my friend Tim having a green jacket when we first met I haven’t recalled that memory in 2 and a half decades. Wow 😲 it reallly is frighteningly scary how fast time has passed by I don’t even have time to take crap and scratch my butt lol 😂 If I can’t have the past I’m afraid I don’t want the future I’m scared. Euphemism the song by Barry Gibb If I can’t have you. Getting over a failed relationship with Cassie Jae Joon I’m not so sad or angry anymore not as much as family and friends I used to hangout with from swimteam and idc about dating I care about rehashing out my nostalgia deep deep nostalgia it’s saving my sanity and loneliness I don’t care how crazy that sounds. My very existence depends on it as I’m codependent on the strategies of being happy with not only gold or platinum but Diamond 💎 Friends Amen 🙏

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was on vacation with my husband and child. Moving around. We met another travelers. Crossed path with him a few times. Somehow I felt a real connection to that person. I‘m in our vacation house and my husband leaves to get food. I see that stranger. I adk him if he wants to hang out. I want to keep it a secret. We sit diwnstairs and talk. Until I realize that my husband might cone back. I start walking upstairs to our apartment and I see his red jacket through the fro t door window. I ran upstairs as fast as I can. I arrive back conpletely out of breath. Checking on my kid, hopi g she didn‘t notice I was gone. And I woke up

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in an auditorium watching a movie and was surprised to be surrounded by a few familiar faces. A scene in the film came up where there was a boat sinking in a body of water and I made a slight joke to my best friend Chris that that was almost us once on his boat and he denied playfully that it wasn’t his fault. His ex that he doesn’t talk to anymore was there as wel but they just kept their distance from each other. Once the film ended a former friend of mine named Brittany had left to go charge her vehicle. A mutual friend that knew her too had referred to her which allowed us to meet discuss her. She had left her jacket with me but I was preparing to leave soon so I asked her friend to ask Brittany if she wanted me to leave her jacket with this mutual friend and she didn’t give me a clear instruction of yes or no so I just stayed and watched the live performers come out and dance. It had looked like a scene from the circus.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in sales again and was going around to each of my clients and trying to give them something. For one of the clients I was releasing their shoes, but they were almost sitting on my face. I had to keep asking them to readjust so I could breathe. Another client I was trying to give an extra pair of shoes who sell shoes. She assured me she was fine and on one shoe a week program from her company.another client excepted money from me as a gift as a way to say thank you. I was going around the mall making these touch points with my client and bumped into Kelly. My most successful friend! just had a wonderful lunch with Kelly, my dear friend Who is very successful and gave me great advice as always. She always reminds me what is important. I was feeling very upbeat as I was doing my route through the mall to the public transportation wrapping up my day. I was passing the part of the mall with there’s always some guy trying to talk to me. Usually one of the same guys and this time the guy was occupied but yelling to catch my attention. I started running, not afraid, but just trying to avoid him. I took off a big jacket, so that I could run faster and avoid him. I remember, I was cautious and focused to get to public transportation. I was waiting for the bus/train and was with Kelly again. It was dark in the sign across the street from the bus stop was going into a parking lot named more sugar in Spanish. I thought that was funny and pointed it out, however there was a commotion and we went to go check it out. Kelli was wearing baggy clothes and boots and when we went to see what was going on because everyone was moving, they said there was a snake there. After a few seconds, they found the red black white and yellow snake on Kelli, and brushed it off of her. Everyone was quite scared and worked up. The snake had a giant white tag hanging off of it as it went into the gutter. Then after I caught the bus to El Cerrito, California, where I used to live for a few months, I was walking along and saw a big smile in a rearview mirror of a car. It was Ryan, Kelli‘s husband. He told me he wanted to grab something to eat with me, I said I just ate with Kelli, but that I would pick it something with him, not eat but hang out with him while he ate. He told me to get in so I got in and he started driving erratically. at one point he turned left and I almost fell out of the vehicle because there was no door on the car. He told me he needs to “sing HU” like me and I told him I would do it with him and assured him it was important. I remember as we were driving, thinking I was supposed to be selling and here it was filling up my calendar with non-revenue producing things. I liked Ryan. I was just feeling conflicted over my priorities and needing to sell.