Idol

22 Aug 2024

Dream

It was school break time. We were on a learning journey. Me and my friend Angelique were at a mall near the school. If I’m right it felt and looked like break time. We bought bungeoppang and We were hanging out, When we saw hyunjin. It felt like he was someone I knew so I think he was somehow related to me like my cousin's brother. He was an idol of a group called Stray Kids. We saw him and wanted to say hi. But since he was an idol he wasn’t allowed to meet us. We followed hyunjin and saw he was queuing up at a bubble tea shop. We then decided to chase him. He saw us and looked shocked. I yelled at his name. Hyunjin-ah! He immediately ran away because he was famous and he couldn’t get attention. We tried to run after him but he was too fast and went into the MRT or subway. Then we gave up and walked back. While walking back we saw I.N. who was also a member of Stray Kids and my cousin's brother walking. We chased him as well. He was equally as scared and ran into the subway as well. I’m guessing that mall is jewel because it’s right outside the airport. After that Angelique and I decided to get back to class. Our field trip classroom was an air-conditioned room and it was cozy. We had to sit and the floor there were tables but we had to sit outside them. I was seated at the back so I could do whatever I wanted. Angelique was across me so we couldn’t talk. When we all arrived she said. “Class I think ur classmates have scared some people.” I immediately knew it was me and Angelique. But for some reason only I got scolded. “She scolded me very very harshly. She asked me to stand up and embarrassed me in front of the whole class. After an hour of scolding me, she asked me to sit down. I felt so guilty and sat at the very back which was my seat. Then suddenly someone opened the door. It was hyunjin and I.N…. Since I was at the back I could easily access the table and immediately moved and sat under the table once I saw their face. I was so scared they were going to scold me. Since they are my cousin's brothers. Hyunjin and I were understanding and they knew it was just a joke and they understood why I did what I did. Hyunjin smiled while walking in. He was wearing Nike shoes. he stuck and touched me with his foot under the table. He smirked, we were always like enemies but caring when we needed to be. I was so guilty embareasedand sad. Why did I do that to Hyunjin and I.N? Am I that stupid? Hyunjin and I.N. stood there but since I was under the table I could only see their legs. The teacher continued to scold me for another hour. I felt more upset as the class stared at me. Hyunjin and I.n were smirking the entire time because they knew I deserved it after what I did but they thought the scolding was a bit too much. Then the teacher said “Okay we will give you some time alone.” everyone left except Hyunjin and I.N. I was still under the table. I was so scared I started to tear up. I didn't dare to come out. Hyunjin and I.N. just stood there waiting for me to get out. Hyunjin said “Come out now.” with a stern and determined voice. Not angry just a voice to make an emphasis. I refused to come out. They said it one more time. I had no choice but to come out. Once I came out I started crying. “I'm really sorry oppa…” I said scared, fearful, and upset. They told me annoyed “It's fine dw”. hyunjin asked I.n to go outside because I.N. was younger than him and he could handle the situation better. Only me and hyunjin were left in the room. Hyunjin said “I said stop crying! Why are you still crying?” Hyunjin is not really the type to comfort people. He likes to scare them so they stop crying. But he came to me and rubbed my back. He wiped away my tears. He said “I told u it's fine. Don't worry! I'm not angry at you. I understand why you did that and honestly I don't mind it. You helped me work out, haha. That teacher scolded everyone harshly.” While scolding me the teacher pushed me down so I got a cut on my leg Hyunjin asked me what it was. I told him it was a cut. He put a bandage on the cut and told me it was okay. I went out and met I.N. He crouched down and told me “It's okay!” and pinched my cheek. After that, I became a bit happier and we all went home.

4 Aug 2024

Dream

April brought me to the home of a Hindu family, they were celebrating this festival where 5 significant deities in the pantheon connected with different areas of life were honored. I had told April I was curious and wanted to see. The family had their home open to anyone who was interested in participating, so I had come. April did not come in with me. I did not show her but I had an idol I brought with me as well - a god of fire. It was tall (about the height of my waist) and narrow. I went it the house and paid my respects to the first two deities. They were situated in different rooms around the house. I think April may have thought this was going to go more quickly than it did - although I had not been long in there. Having not gotten too far I stepped back onto the porch to dissuade her from coming in - she would misunderstand what I was doing and call it idolatry. I also concealed the statue I had brought with me. April asked if I had seen everything yet. I told her I had not, but that I wouldn’t be long. She went back to the car and I stepped back into the house. What I was doing was not worship, I was simply paying my respects. These gods had brought the people of India a long way that was honorable. I got to the third which corresponded to the statue I had brought - the god of fire. I cannot remember I think something happened. Remember seeing the family in their peaceful home amidst their gods. I believe the dream ended before I could finish my rounds. I have no reason to suspect I did not.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

today I dreamed that I was waiting for the idol I know Jungkook as he would come to a school and talk or sing and I was sitting at the front even it wasn't my place but wanted to see him at the front as to be better I felt it was an evil thing but didn't care but something happened is that he didn't came but another man came who was in real life dead and I thought maybe that happened because I sat on somebody's chair not mine and he came and talk and I saw my father by his side their and I saw I was taking a video recording this event but when he ended I was waiting for Jungkook to appear cause I thought that he is late

23 Jul 2024

Dream

Dreamed of the idol Jungkook

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was at home me and my brother and my mum and we were standing Infront of an idol he was sitting on our couch and he was talking and while he was talking my mouth was down because I couldn't believe that he is Infront of me in real life and then the idol said why are you looking at me like that and he was laughing and we laughed too then my mum and my brother went away and the idol said sit beside me and I sitted and he was opening a laptop and it had things about him and other things that I don't remember