Hug

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt my mother's ex partner met us all with his new partner who I really liked, but my mother was really jealous of her and didn't like her at all. We went to a lovely handmade arts& jewellery store, he bought me a really pretty necklace, a carved wooden animal for my son and a gift for his new partner. My mother was jealous he didn't buy her anything. We went to eat burger and fries, then went bowling and for a walk. I hugged my mother's ex partner for the first and only time in this dream. When we drive home, my mother drove off angrily saying she was better off single and said every woman is better off single! I sighed when she said this. I woke up soon after this part of the dream.

29 Aug 2024

Dream

A beautiful dark skin woman, we were getting to know each other but it felt like we’ve been together forever. Hugging, laughing, and kissing. Then we watched a cheetah eat a dog that was chasing us.

29 Aug 2024

Dream

Everything around me was a blank white canvas. Like a never ending white open room and space. Suddenly some mail appears and some of the mail is for my dad, and some of the mail if for Tyreq. I think to myself, “why is Tyreq sending his mail to my home?” So of course I open up the mail out of curiosity, and they seemed very important although I couldn’t remember exactly what his mail stated. Then suddenly, the white blank surroundings around me turn into North Carolina and I’m taken to outside of Tyreqs apartment and I see him, and his brother Tyshawn, and Tyshawn’s girlfriend Rhi. Rhi waves hello to me even though this is surprising since she doesn’t really ever remember me too clearly (I think because Tyreq has a lot of women around) and she says to me “wow! You really do have a nice glow and aura to you since you’ve moved” Tyshawn just stays in the passenger side of the car and doesn’t say much. I turn to my left and I see a fridge next to the side walk with a price tag on it. I give Tyreq a hug but he looks different. He also goes by James, but since I’ve known him for so long I usually just call him Tyreq but for some reason he seemed more of a James this time around - someone different then I’m used to seeing. I follow him up the stairs, and my bag is left at the side walk. We start talking and catching up as usual… but again something’s off… someone has also been staying on his couch, he’s in a new place, and I thought to myself “it doesn’t really smell bad in here like people it does” it was just the usual clutter. We go into his bedroom and I ask if i can take a shower before we relax together. He says sure, and when I’m in the shower the steam gets so overwhelming that I have an asthma attack and I can barely see in the bathroom. I leave the bathroom to get my inhaler from my bag outside and I realize I look a little crazy with nothing but a towel going outside but I needed my inhaler so oh well. I bump into Tyreq and he seems confused. He says “why are you outside in your towel?” “I needed my inhaler” I say back to him… then he says “well you should’ve told me to get it for you you should be more mean and aggressive to me, shit even gaslight me if you need to to get what you need” I’m a little too stunned to speak. Then all the sudden, Michael Starks (someone really don’t like” looks over the balcony and says something to Tyreq. I immediately feel the anxiety setting in. I never would’ve came over had I know Michael would be there. All the sudden I randomly see my friend Lexi driving past in her car and I almost wanted to flag her down and just get in the car with her but she passed me. However, she loops around multiple times but I never get into the car. We all go back upstairs and suddenly Tyreqs mood switches up and changes to being aggressive towards a womanly figure and keeps saying a lot of things about this woman… I look to the living room to see Tyshawn, Rhi, and someone else drawing on a white board and writing things down. As I step closer I start drawing a circle. Then I wake up

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in my room reading my new book about Buddhism, and I had a good chunk of the book read through, and I got to a part that said “you can forgive to let go/move on”. So I had a house party and not even 5 minutes later mawmaw was sitting on the bed with me while I had the book in my hands, and we had a conversation about my dad and how hurt I was by him. I was explaining how I think I’m ready to let go and forgive for what he did, but it still hurts. But I know I need to forgive him to move on. A few seconds later my dad appears at my doorway, and he’s trying so hard to forgive himself. I said “look, look at me. I forgive yo-“ he cuts me off and starts saying stuff like he’s so sorry, he’ll do better, thank you for forgiving me, let’s hang out, etc etc. i said “no.. let me finish. I forgive you BUT I cant see you anymore. I forgive you so that we can both move on from what happened, but I will never forget what you’ve done to me, to us.”. He starts sobbing and bending over holding his head, going into one of his little “oh shit no one believes my story” panic modes, and I just walk away from the both of them. I go to my computer to do some sort of schoolwork, and there was a real colored river in the animated picture of a national park. I remember going to work and looking at the schedule, and my schedule was completely crossed out so I can smoothly transition into my new job irl. I hugged my boss and said thank you so much.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

Stray kids and I were practicing a choreography In the dance room. It was raining so the weather and the view from the dance room was very chilly and beautiful. After practicing we were stretching. We did the mermaid yoga stretch when changbin started crying. I looked at him with concern. He said my thigh Is hurting repeatedly. The other members were looking at him confused. Felix brought him to a corner and comforted changbin. He hugged him and gave him a massage for his thigh.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I was sitting in a mall in my mom's lap on the bench outside a cafe. All of the stray kids were working in the cafe. I know stray kids as they are my cousin's brothers. I was sitting on my mom's lap and using my phone when I saw Hyunjin sitting down. He was waiting to welcome customers to come into the shop. I looked at him but got embarrassed that I was sitting on my mom's Lap so I got off and sat on my chair. Then me and my mom ordered something from the cafe. My mom got tea and I got a croissant. It looked like a very cool mint cafe. The croissant was glazed with A turquoise mint colour. It was rolled up. I was about to eat it when I accidentally dropped it and it rolled on the floor. Hyunjin and Felix saw and I felt guilty. Hyunjin told me its ok and he and Lee Know went to clean it. Felix noticed how sad I was and came up to me and brought me to a corner of the cafe. He told me it was okay that I dropped it and made me another one to eat. After eating me and my mom were got ready to leave. I thanked all the members, especially Danceracha. The others left to attend to the other customers. I held Felix by the wrist. I asked him “Can you give me a hug”. He also needed to go attend to The customers but still. Looked me in the eyes, said “사랑해”, gave me a fast hug patted my back, and left. Me and my mom also left.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I Was At My Kingdom Spouse Concert We Had A Meet And Greet But I Had Mustard All Over Me We Hugged Then I Say On His Lap And Told Him Everything He Wanted To Know

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm a Valorant character, Phoenix, who is hired to keep killing two specific players. And I end up playing with this other guy who's also hired to do a specific task in the game. I eventually walk off of the Valorant and become myself again, and then go to drive my friend Steve around town. We end up driving around my neighborhood. My car starts acting funny. He tells me that I need to drive him home, so I try to drive back to my house to let my car rest for a bit before I can take him home. We end up in a very close hug accidentally while trying to control the car, but nothing more happens, and then I wake up.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

My friend Rachel and I met up at the bowling alley and ended up bowling a few games. Every few frames we would rest for a few minutes and talk. She would also give me a hug and a kiss from time to time. I would hug and kiss her too. I would also put my hand on her lap or touch her arm as we talked. After we finished bowling I grabbed her, pulled her toward me and held her for a long time. She told me that she had missed me since we last saw each other in college.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was cleaning. I was in my room getting into the nooks and crannies and it was a little gross. There was one corner above the side of the bed that I sleep on that had a bunch of spider webs. So as I’m spraying the water hose on a shower spray it’s not falling apart which is weird because all the rest fell apart. So I’m investigating closer while spraying the water hose with a little higher pressure and I realize there’s a spider egg. I freak out for a second because the spray damaged the egg and now the spiders are slowly coming out. The freak out was pretty quick because I quickly determined I have to do something about it RIGHT NOW or my house will be overrun with spiders. I also remembered something my husband had told me. If you see a bug in the house you have to get rid of it immediately because if you don’t it’s their house now because they will over run. It’s us or the bugs. So I run to the kitchen to get the bleach cleaner spray and when I get back the egg is empty and there are no spiders around it. At this point I wonder if there was something about the spider web that interacted with the water that caused to foam up or something. Trying to rationalize. As I look around I see a small brownish black diaphanous blob leaving through a crack in the ceiling. I had no idea what it was so I assumed it was the spiders. I look back to the corner and start spraying anyway. But I wondered if the spiders were truly gone or if they just are in The walls now. But chose to believe they are gone gone. The dream switched then to a dream similar to one I’ve had before. A group of us were getting ready to go somewhere. The house was one I’ve dreamt of before a long time ago. In that dream the house felt scarier a bit more menacing and like I was trapped. I’d felt sluggish and spent most of the time in the same room because it felt the safest. It was a family room with a really long couch that stretched the space of the room from wall to wall and the floor to ceiling windows to the left and behind the couch. The windows behind the couch lead to an enclose patio and the windows on The side lead to a portion of the backyard. In this dream though it didn’t feel as unwelcoming. It didn’t feel like the space itself didn’t want me there. In this dream I wouldn’t say it was fully welcoming but there was an acceptance and understanding. So we eventually leave the house not much happening inside and we go to get some food. When we get to the food court area I see my dad my uncle and their cousin waiting in line dressed like a picture I’d seen of them at the family reunion a few days ago. I break off from my group and quickly head over with a huge smile. That’s when i realize how I look. My hair is straight and shoulder length and I’m wearing a black dress that has blue almost cloudy undertones that move with me as I move in the dress and I have on black flip flops. Everything about how I look indicates a much younger version of myself somewhere between 16-19. But in the dream I still felt a litlle older. Not quite my current ago of 28 but not quite as young as the scene may indicate. Excited to see them, I am quite animated with my greetings hugging everyone in turn and asking questions like how they have been starting with my dad. At this point I realize I can FEEL the hug. I can feel my arms wrapped around them and how they have changed in size or height or shape. I hug my uncle noticing he’s gotten much slimmer. And then I hug the cousin, Sean, and realize he’s a bit fuller around the middle. For a split second I wonder why Sean is here. I haven’t seen him since my wedding and before that it had easily been 15 years since I had seen him last. I wondered why he was in my dream. And then I realized I was dreaming and woke up.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

Dream 8/12 My brother was really young, almost a baby again and I was in charge of him. Something was happening- we were trapped in a school maybe? I don’t remember the setting but I had to fix something, I don’t remember what. There was a girl there and I couldn’t help her. I didn’t know her. She needed me but for some reason I couldn’t go in her room. I could see a projector on behind her but I don’t remember what it had on it. She looked scared. Then i picked up my brother and had to take him to his mom. She was happy he was safe then told me i had to leave. I didn’t argue with her. When I left I was in a different place. I was running from something on the city rooftops. At first I was with someone, I don’t remember who it was. I knew her in the dream, we were close, but I don’t know her in my waking life. It kept raining, until the sky darkened a lot. The tornadoes started. I pushed her into a building to keep her safe and then I outran the tornado. I ran into my family, my mom and my dad? And a different brother. I was trying to explain to them that it was dangerous and there were tornadoes coming out- there were 3 of them. But they weren’t listening to me until the tornado got closer. They got in the car and left. I hid in a building and watched the tornado pull tiles off a building and they made loud noise when they came off. Then the tornado disappeared. I came outside and the girl fr before was back. I hugged her. There was thunder and when we looked up the sky was opening up and another tornado was coming down. But it wasn’t the way a tornado is really, there was no spinning clouds or anything. It was like a hole opened up in the sky and a long tube of spinning wind came out of it. We hid in a destroyed bedroom and the dream ended.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

My sister Samantha was visiting. She started panicking because she had done drugs earlier in the day before coming to visit. I grabbed her, held her in my arms, hugged her tight and told her everything was going to be alright. She then apologized for what she had done in the past and that she wished we could be as close as we were when she was little. I told her I love her and that I couldn’t imagine losing her