Face

17 Aug 2024

Dream

Tonight I dreamt that I was on bus rides with my mom, finding a place to sit and to sleep each time. I never found a comfortable place. Mom disagreed with where I wanted to sit. I ended up sitting down, and as I was sitting there, I video called a friend, who was video calling another friend. This friend started telling me a story, which I witnessed in third perspective. She said: “When I wake up in the morning, I sometimes see things that are not really there. Hallucinations.” I see her waking up, and waving her arms around. She continued: “but it is not dangerous, just very confusing because it looks real” I then experience the hallucination from her perspective. I wake up and there is a plate of fish and potatoes on my chest, which confused me, and I try to wave it away. Now I understand her story. I have now learned something new. I thank her and hang up. Me and mom gets out of the bus. We are at a burger restaurant. Mom buys many burgers, and tries to make me eat all of them, but I am full. We get on the bus again. This time, we stop at a police station. I am holding a little green sponge for some reason. I found it very fascinating. I go into the police station with mom, but I decide to stay by the entrance. I now see a woman approaching the station, visibly upset, and clearly intoxicated or sick. I go outside and she asks me if I know where the police station is. I say I do not know. Why did I say that. I did know where it was. I go inside again. A little while later, the woman has found her way into the police station after all. She is asking both the police and the crowd that is looking at her, if there is any danger about being surrounded by mold. She begins to tell her story, and I can only wonder why she is in a police station when she should be in a hospital. Either way, as she tells us that both she and her husband lived very busy lives, and often did not see eachother for weeks, despite living together. Then she started getting ill, and spent all day in bed for many days. After a while of laying there, she saw mushrooms sprouting from the wall. It turns out her husband had died in the house, and since he had been laying there for such a long time, he caused there to be mold. I am interested. I want to see this house. So I go there, with her permission. I am in the house. I go upstairs. Everything is empty, except for a bed in the end of the room. The second floor has a wierd layout, why would anyone have a staircase that leads directly into the bedroom? The other end of the room has two openings. I inspect the wall closest to the bed, and I do find small, almost unnoticeable flecks of mold, and some small mushrooms. I decide to go through the opening that is closest to this wall, in order to get to the other side of it. This leads me to a small hallway, before taking me to another bedroom. This one is also empty. This is the closest room, but the other side of the wall is not here. Wait, I see it now, there is a hidden closet space. That is the other side of the wall. A single stool with a radio is in this room. I enter, and inspect the mold that is shaped as if a human sat there, leaning against the wall. This is where he died. Then, the radio next to me starts making noises, as if swirling channels. Then it starts speaking. It is the husband who speaks. He is telling me how he died. But he is talking fast. I missed a word he said and did not understand the context of the next words. I tried to go back in time, but that is not possible in the dream world. I started feeling myself waking up, and I thought to myself that the part of my brain that was making the dream, had woken up before the one that experience them. Then I woke up in real life. For the first time in my life, I hallucinated when I woke up. I saw a face, floating in the top corner of my room. Took me a while to stop seeing it. But I was not afraid, because my dream had taught me how to deal with this.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I remeber I had a sore on the right side of my face just below where my glasses sit. I member it hurting for days thinking it would resolve. I pinched it and a long white grubby carepillar came out alive in sli.e and little bit of blood. I remember thinking I knew there was more to it then just a sore.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was climbing a cliff because I heard there was a cure to something at the top that I needed And I slipped on some ice And as I was falling I went to try and grab onto something But some big orange fluffy bird looking thing with glowing yellow eyes with a purple lighting following caught me And i rode on its back looking out into the sky And we flew to the statue Where there was a giant village or tribe with a bunch of the birds And I walked to the main building and met the elder bird And it was like talking to me telepathically about the cure So it reached out its big arm and dropped a feather in my hand And told me to run the feather down my face and i did And I got these like markings on my face And then the bird said you are ready and he got the bird who flew me to take me back to the mountain And I started to climb up to the top and I like started climbing really good and fast And I made it and there were these 3 even bigger owls like the size of mountains one was white one was black and the other was a maroon and they were just looking at me And then they said something I couldnt understand and the markings disappeared and I like felt myself sink like yk when you fall in your dream thats what it felt like And then the birds flew away into the sky and blew everything away but I walked through the wind and it was so foggy and I kept walking and made it to some like door and i was reaching for the door and woke up

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I dream about, me and my bestie Berlie. At that time we were in an open arena, then suddenly a known group in zamboanga was goinb to perform. I was just sitting there and other friends with us invited me to have a picture with the band. I don't know the band but they all look attractive. Then when it's our turn to get a groupie, so many were still taking photos, and we weren't able to take one 1st, even if we set up a groupie position with the band. Few minutes later we were able to get a few pics, because berlie knows them and the ones managing the band. So as we about to say bye and leave the band to prepare for their performance, one member had told me suddenly "I remember your face" then I was abit flushed and i can't really remember his face. He smiled at me, he said "you didn't remember it was at the mall" but i said i didn't really remembered at all but I just told him "maybe I saw you in college somewhere? hmm" but then he just smiled at me. He looks simple, kind of just the plain guy but he look fresh, tall and kind of has squinty small eyes, he was wearing red polo shirt, and he just smiled back waving at me good bye.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at college and had some friend with me, that friend decided to go home without me. I was afraid, them going in the other bus means I have to take a bus from a rural place, I went there, I found my friend fighting with the guy that had to take me home but didn't move up until now, I walked beside them trying to call the police, but the guy had a pocketknife and completely mutilated my face with it, it didn't hurt a lot, I went to the hospital calmly, when I woke up I saw that my face looked perfectly fine, and my hair silky like I was when I was a toddler. I saw the guy another time when I was going back home, he seemed to have ran away trying not to be held accountable for his acts, I was about to call the police, he came near me, beated me, but this time I was able to call the police, when I did he ran away again, I couldn't regain my rights.

22 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that one of my previous familiar cats Bolt viciously attacked a friend of mine in the FACE. Like, she straight up attached herself to his face and I was trying EVERYTHING to get her to release, but she wouldn't. Bolt was not a violent cat; in fact, she got her name because she would bolt from everyone and everything except me so this was very out of character for her

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I consistently scratch myself in the same spot in my sleep. I scratch my face on either cheek. Sometimes it jolts me awake, other times I wake up like normal but find my face and pillow stained with blood from my self scratch attack.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

A scary movie that I’ve recently watched is giving me nightmares it was a large scary face smiling at me

14 Jul 2024

Dream

12yr old estranged autistic son is suppose to be being watch by a relative who has passed away, but the relative is not paying attention so I find my son by hearing his screams. He is in a decapitated abandoned building with one eye hanging out and bloody scratches all over his face.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

13yr old autistic son who I never see was in an abandoned house with his eyeball hanging out and face all scratched up and bloody

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I had 2 other dreams and it was crazy the first 1 was about my dad and my almost 4 y.o. Sister and how she needed her face washed but I had an actual face cloth and cleanser so she wouldn’t have issues breaking out my dad was like “Just use this” but my autism was hyperfixated on making sure she had the right type of cloth but I had to go home to get it so I drove recklessly (I don’t have a license) and it turned into the video game grand theft auto San Andreas I went from a white truck to a super cool red 1 that crashed then to a bike and it was nerve wracking. The 2nd dream was me at my Mema’s and I think I might’ve been going through something but all I know is that she and Natalie Nunn were both there talking to me about life and trying to move forward with life etc Natalie’s daughter was at the kitchen table drawing something and Natalie said “That’s why I wanna move back to Miami it’s nothing good out here” (I live in Virginia though) then the songs “Set Me Free” and “Overloved” by Raven-Symone came on and as I’m singing my Mema asks me do I want to be committed to a grave forever? And I say “No” I’m guessing she thought I was suicidal or maybe I was and she was just checking on my mental

6 Jul 2024

Dream

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